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2009-10-06T17:04:00.001+08:00

i'm not gonna blog anything unless i find something interesting to share.ahahaha!i'll not be blogging on things that happen to me.sooo if u wanna noe...ask me!!!

hahahahaha!

2009-08-17T09:15:00.000+08:00

heh heh heh! i saw some photos i took of ozzy and domo! since i'm not in the mood to do my report now i shall load them up!(x
i have to use my head as support to push his head to face the camera! cos he just don't wanna look into it. ahhahah!!!

where as for ozzy u just have to say ozzy see see here here.then point at where u want him to look he'll just look over!!(x

thats all!(x

2009-07-30T09:15:00.002+08:00

i never felt tie-ing hair was a chore until now! like few mins ago!)x
when i had bad hair days, or whatever in the pass.i won't find it a chore too! but just now!! i was trying to tie pliats to my hair and its so messy! so fustrating and the hair just don't seem to want to cooperate with me man.thats when i find it an chore to tie my hair!

what i can think of is. my hair is too short!)x still too short! but i think in this 1/2 yr my hair is growing quite well.hahhaa i cut my hair and its still growing faster than other ppl.yay!!hahahhaha

i hope my hair grows even more quickly(x so that i tie my hair like how i want!(x

prav arh!! cut hair huh!!(x lets see it next fri!!!(x

2009-07-28T11:55:00.002+08:00

theres this girl opposite my lab now gossipping about me to her guy friends. and pls.if u wanna gossip make it less obvious.the glasses are not sound proof la pls.if u noe.talk softer la!and ask your friends not to look over also.

if i did something wrong then u wanna gossip about me.then ok.its my fault.i cannot do anything also.

but for god damn sake la.i don't even noe u.i don't even noe any of your friends just because of this dumb girl telling u about me what what what last sem then u're like telling everyone about it.and for god's sake.i don't even noe that dumb girl can!

ALEX! soon u'll noe whats going on.cos those guy friends of hers is your friends!hhahahahahahahahah!

2009-07-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

suddenly feel my fringe previously looks much much much nicer than these bangs i'm having.so i've decided to keep it the old way FOR NOW! ahahahha!! and i have this super weird passion now!i'm sure u'll get super shock when i say it out.ahahah!so i shall shut up.hahaha!(x

2009-07-20T16:38:00.004+08:00

i met something interesting that pissed me alittle.but then again, it made me felt better.haahahahha

this morning i was as usual. i always can seem to meet the time planned to leave my house.i planned to leave at 7.55 but i always leave at 8. and the point is...if i walk too slow.i'll miss the 2 72buses that comes together.and then i'll start panicking if i'll be in sch by 8.15 and clock in before 8.30. cos the 159 bus only comes at 8.10.

i was walk ok today.cos cant seem to walk faster.hahah. then when i was at the playground.i say the double 72s. i was like...my god i'm late.so i made sure i cross the road before another bus came.hahaha.then took that 159 to sch. on the bus i saw this guy full of branded stuffs on his body man! ok thats not the point.hahaha

then when i pass the amk ite busstop. this sec 3/4 guy he wanted to come out of his seat.and he was like "excuse me!" although ya...should say that...but i felt that he said it in a very rude manner. when i was beside me...he said excuse me and used his big fat gigantic bag to just push me away.freak.i almost fell on an old man la!i really hate it when ppl push me like that.cant he just wait.not like as if the bus is not stopping right.if i really fall on that man.i cant imagine what will happen man.this boy arh.really too kiasu.

then when i alighted.i was still thinking about it. then i suddenly thought. y kids nowadays soo kiasu.like typical uncles lor!when i was at their age i wasn't like that one leh.i will be waiting for the bus to stop then i'll make my way slowly to the exit one what.how come kids now not like that de?hahahha. very kiasu man..

to think that he's like an uncle makes me happy!hahah!!

cos!!! prav always say i'm like an auntie.ahhahaa i'm called at auntie only at 18/19 aiya its when i've graduated from sec sch correct la...hahahha!see better then ppl now leh!soo young alr make ppl feel they're like aunties and uncles!hahhahh!

for that moment i felt like laughing la!hahhahaha
then i went into the lift look at the time omg!going to be late.then i make sure when the door is closing it wont open for anyone alr.GUESS what! i forgot to press the level i wanna go!hahahahahaha cos i was thinking of that "uncle"! hahahahahahah! then i was practically running to the lab can!hahahha. then i found out...ytd the person who used my desktop deleted all the history from the internet and removed the link for me to sign in for my attendance! almost gave me a heart attack!soo i called jon to help me sign in.

and GUESS WHO isit man!

THANKS ARH LB!
made me panicked so early in the morning!

2009-07-20T16:38:00.003+08:00

i'm trying to control my temper now.i'm super angry and fed up!
i hope no one come and find me later man.i think i'll just blow up!

that FREAK angered me again!

i cant understand y r u soooo childish man!u never fail to piss me with your childish act childish mindset and DUSTY brain!for goodness sake!PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE use that BRAIN of YOURS to think before u DO SAY or ACT.you're not a kid anymore!u should noe what u can do and what u cant!u think just by giving me that freak smile of yours and u think i won't get pissed. freak! i feel like giving one tight slap.u never noe your limits.

since u enjoy angering me soo much.

don't come complaining when u meet anything down. cos u soo deserve it for not thinking!

FREAK!!!!

2009-07-17T11:20:00.001+08:00

i'm freaking pissed now!

if u wanna get some scolding, find me man!i'm soo angry i wanna scold ppl too!hahahaahahha

2009-07-14T10:25:00.001+08:00

i'm so angry!i feel like vending my anger somewhere!damn damn damn angry!

2009-07-13T09:53:00.003+08:00

lessons starts today!and its gonna affect me like crazy!i'm back to the time where i have to leave my lab again!so dumb!don't they have a fix position to let me sit.

recently, i'm full of self pity.hahahaa.so pathetic.but at the same time i feel happy too!i feel very very high!ahaha.i don't noe y.hahahha!

alright. i'm rubbishing!cos i total have no mood to do my flash!i just cant seem to concentrate.it must be due to the time we have to spent in sch.soo ridiculously long lame sickening and dumb!.

although i'm complaining so much.but i'm grateful that i don't have to take any exams NOW.haha.

2009-06-29T10:37:00.003+08:00

i forgot to bring my admin card home last fri!man!its soo embarrassing!then this supervisor of mine give me this stupid cheeky face for forgetting to take my card.freak!more embarrassed!

i have super many things to do this week!but i don't seem to have any motivation to do it!i feel like slacking today again!but i don't have anymore time!!presentation on week 6 u noe!!!and i'm not done with it yet.god!!and my another topic of flash!.i'm starting to find flash easy!super easy!but!!!!!it's soo tedious!and i always never had the motivation to continue doing!cos i always do it wrongly!!

i'm feeling vain recently!hahaha..i don't noe y.ahhahaa

alright.i shall be back to my work.

2009-06-24T08:40:00.000+08:00

i was too not motivated to do my proj today soo i start watching the VIDEOS!(jon u noe what i meant) ahahhahahahahahhhaha!and i feel that i suddenly look pretty!ahhahahahaha

i guess i shouldn't be saying this...hahahahah

but ya!!thats what i feel!!hhaahha

pls don't puke!ahahah

2009-06-24T08:26:00.000+08:00

after sooo many months of disappearance....i'm back to blog again.hahahahahah

i feel soo lack of sleep.i was just thinking of what time i woke up everyday..and i realise.hahahaha its all before 8.it has been like that ever since the end of my attachment i guess!aiyo!y like that...almost a month u noe...no wonder i feel so tired la!and i cant sleep late this weekend again!.to think of this i feel more sian!.hahaahaha!

i have a good news.but i shall not announce it here!!hahahahha!

i typing crap.so don't bother reading this post.i'm just too bored early in the morning.and have super no motivation to do my proj.ahahahahahahahah

i'm going to the zoo zoo zoo this sat!hahaahah

2009-02-18T20:11:00.004+08:00

yay!friend!i'm here to 'clean' my blog again!hahahahaha

i am feeling like a loser!cos i am a loser right??!! with my stupid actions.and getting excited over it makes me a real loser!hhahahha!

theres something i always wanna noe!!can anyone tell if i'm blushing??hahahah!!!cos sometimes i feel like as if i'm blushing??!!!but i've never seen it on me before!!!!hahahha.sooo i really don't noe how i look like even if i do!!if anyone seen it before tell me ok??!!!hahahahaahha!

i'm feeling so sian today!should be studying for thermofluid on fri.but i think its hopeless!not me!but the lecturer!she's one of the main reason that discourage me to study for that module man.but no matter what i'll still have to study for it if i don't wanna fail.haihaihai!anyway.this is my opinion!dont have to comment on it arh.hahaha.

i watched this repeated true files today.on channel 8.is about this girl that is being tortured inhumanely for 17days.i dont noe y.but whenever i see scenes in a show when a girl gets raped and hair being cut off i never fail to feel angry.very angry.within those anger.theres also a fear.i don't noe what to fear and get angry about!but whenever i see this i feel this way.its not the 1st time alr.forget about that.

thats all!

2009-02-10T01:28:00.002+08:00

how i wish a can have this!

soooo cute!!don't u think soo??!

if u dont, i don't really care too!!i think this is super cute can!i want to
have one too!

i don't need anyone to get it for me now!cos its alot of responsibility!sooo let me get one of my own to play with ozzy when i'm responsible enough.mayb i should wait till i can effort to get myself a small landed property!hahahah!if not.i cant get this dog and!!!even if i do!!i cannot get a license for it!hahahahah!!

omgomgomg!!i wanna have it!!!

2009-01-31T01:03:00.002+08:00

i'm now feeling very weird.messy?? i dont noe.i dont really feel like talking about it anyway.

i feel like a 2 faced person after working.i dont noe.i feel that mayb i'm just like them.whatever la.i don't noe too..

recently.i dont noe who i can trust who i cant.i feel like as if i'm being betrayed!some ppl give me the feeling that i can trust them.but in my mind i was thinking. can u really be trusted?i dont noe.mayb i'm just thinking too much.i'm keeping soo many things to myself recently.i dont noe.i dont noe what i'm thinking about

anyway.i cant get over that 'thing'.i cant believe u told him what i asked u.do u noe by doing this u're trying to make me feel that whatever i told u.u've alr told him!i dont noe if others think the same way.but thats how i thought.i kinda regretted whatever happened in the past.i really wish i didn't meet u! i dont noe.i feel being betrayed!

betrayed!

2008-12-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

i got the job!!!

its like 2weeks ago..
but i'm too tired to blog!plus theres tests also ok!the irritating part is.ever since i noe i got the job,i tend to sleep very early.today is the 1st night in 2weeks i stayed up over 12midnight.for the past days.when it reaches 945pm i can hardly open my eyes can!i'm soo tired!and i can never sleep over 8 in the morning!it makes me feel that my life is sooo miserable!but but but!!i feel more energetic in the morning now!not like last time wanna die wanna die like that!!hahaha.i'm beginning to like my new job!and at the same time.i saw the ugly side of the environment too!i hate this kinda things.but that what everyone have to face when they're working isn't it!so the only thing i can do just to pretend i dun noe anything!

9dec! prav's brithday!gave her a surprise!!!hahahahahaahhahahahaa!i asked her friend,cherlynn, for help!hahahah.not bad huh friend!

10dec!mummy's birthday and ozzy's castrating day!ahhahahahahaha!he should be in pain and not wanna move for a week his appetite should be bad too.but by the 2nd day,everything seems to be back to normal alr.now he is bouncing around la!dun noe if can run until like that alr or not.but he seems happier like that.ahhahahahaha

nothing much to type here anyway.

oh ya.i'll be off next mon!hahaha!so dont try to contact me!i wont be in spore.if u want.u can always call prav!she back on the day i'm leaving!ahahahahaha!

FRIEND!!dun forget we're suppose to go out for dinner before the yr end.it suppose to be for me to compensate the day that i didn't go out for dinner with u all!ahhahaahhahah

2008-11-21T02:38:00.002+08:00

i feel very down, irritated, pissed, noisy, etc etc recently.

just wanna thank all those that tahan all my nonsense!!

THANKYOU!!!

and prav!!thankyou for always being there to support me man!

i think without all these.i'll give up on every single thing around me!

let me think of another surprise to give you this yr!!hahaha.

but i have to help me pray to get that job!ahhahaahah

2008-11-06T23:23:00.001+08:00

i cant wait for hols man.hahahaahhaha!!!!!

and prav..

i've updated.

rmb to stalk my blog!hahaahahah

2008-10-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

tmr tmr tmr!!ok not tmr.later's afternoon!!!!!i'm going for driving.

ppl will be thinking i'm crazy.y so happy when i'm gonna go for my lesson tmr.

i love driving man!!i dun noe if u the reading one will understand how i feel.but i just love driving!!!hahahaha!thats y i'm working hard!for 3.8 gpa and the reward that comes with it!!!hahahahahahahahahahah!!!

i'm gonna get it man!i'm gonna work very very very hard!!!!!

gogogogogogogogogo!!!!

2008-10-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

i thank you if u understand how i'm feeling.
but if u don't.
i'll appreciate if u stop rubbing salt onto my wound

2008-09-11T02:53:00.002+08:00

this post is really delicated to that someone.

TO YOU:
i dun noe what did i do wrongly.i dun noe where did i offended u.to the extend that i have to stand your nonsensical attitude.i'm just keeping quiet and minding my own business and this is what i get for doing all these.PLS for godness sake.if u wanna get angry wanna throw your tantrums.let me tel u.i'm not the one for u!u've find the wrong person!i put it HERE instead of the keeping quiet about it is because i wanna let u noe!i put it here and not tell u straight in your bloody face cos i dun wanna make things look bad!YOU SHOULD START THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE DONE.and not start venting your anger on ppl that did not do anything wrong.THE WORLD DON'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU!GET THIS RIGHT!no one is here to take all your nonsense.stop being childish.dun make me tell u all this nonsense straight into your face!STOP THINKING THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT!START THINKING ABOUT THINGS.AND Y THEY WILL BECOME HOW IT IS TODAY!its a shame that i have to tell u all these.

and YOU! that i'm refering to!i've been thinking if i had offended u or did something wrongly for the whole night!but let me tell u this.i dun think i've done anything wrong.because if minding my business is a mistake.then let me tell u.if i slap u on the street i will have a death sentence!

when YOU read this post and like FINALLY noe that the world dun revolve around u.u better do some thinking.and stop having the mindset that everyone owe u!thats y u can be so irritating, childish and have those nonsensical attitude!

that YOU! u better sit down and really think about what u've done!

AND LASTLY!
if u want ppl to respect u.u should start learning how to respect others and not insult/throwing all those vulgarities at them/anything that they have.

2008-08-19T17:37:00.002+08:00

lakerols do have laxative effects!hahaha.but its kinda slow in their reaction!hahahahahahahahhaha

i finished up a more than half a box of it last night.cos was feeling really nauseous since ytd morning.obviously is cos i didn't sleep the night before la!hahahah.when it at night.wah cannot make it.so just eat it up la.hahha.theres nothing i can do in the middle of the night what.

then today when i wake up feel like puking alr.hahah.so go to the toilet.then in the end dun hvae.when its about 1plus hahahah!the pain start coming.keep going to the toilet.soo often that i didn't do much today.if it isn't the laxative effects.i really dun noe whats causing it.ahhaha!and of cos feel like puking also.but i dun think its food poisoning.cos theres nothing to poison me in my body.ahahha!until now.i'm still feeling freaking pain.but theres nothing i can do.trying to force myself to relax and study.otherwise i wont be able to finish the pass yr papers.ahhaha

i'll pray that i'll be find by tonight!hahaha.

2008-08-18T23:56:00.003+08:00

one down 2 to go.hahaha!
like what jon said.put one big stone down liao!hahahaha
i didn't sleep last night.partially is cos cannot sleep too.cos didn't finish studying so cannot fall asleep.hahahaha!

not too bad.although i noe.theres mistakes here and there.but i did everything.with confident.better than common test la!

i'm now revising for maths.the qns seem to be similar.ahahah!aiya this is maths.what to do.i hope i can get an A for it.ahhaha.

i'm still not recovering from the feeling i'm having in the morning.this feeling will come and bug me when i dun sleep at night.but as long as the next day i take a long nap it will be fine alr.i came home to take a long nap.but it dun seem to woke?!i dun noe y.my head is feeling weird.still feel like puking at times.most of the time.sian!if i'm not feeling well by tmr.i dun think i wanna go sch and study alr.cos it feels torturing to even get up from bed and start doing maths.its also very torturing to sit here to type an entry.sian!

ok.i think i'm gonna bed alr.

2008-08-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

sians

tonight dun need to sleep liao lor.still got so many need to revise.y the finals must be tonight man!if its not tonight then i wont watch tv liao.then can sleep liao.sian!now dun need to sleep alr!omg!y m i so tv-addict!cannot regret now!must study even cannot sleep also must study!for the sake of my good results.hahaha!mayb a better result!ahahahahha.hope wont fail man!hahaha!

GO MEIYI GO!

2008-08-15T23:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DEWI!!

2008-08-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

THIS IS WHAT I DO TO OZZY WHEN I FEEL LIKE STYLING SOMEONE'S HAIR!
ITS TAKEN ON 11/08/08 WHEN I REACH HOME AFTER MY MATHS RETESTS!HAHAHA look at my handsome boy!he has parting!hahahaha!but it goes off when he starts shaking his head/running around.*if only his fur was longer*hais..

look at him!he is smiling!mayb not that.but at least he is not feeling sad!hahaha!who says a ozzy cannot tie a girl's hairstyle!it suits him ok!

by looking at these 2 photos.all of us know that its time for ozzy's fur-cut.ahahha.its too messy and untidy.hahaha!i'll upload pics of ozzy going for grooming provided i go over with him and mummy.hahaah!otherwise.no one will take photos!this boy is very obedient when he is going to get groomed.unlike when he is at home.

2008-08-13T00:31:00.003+08:00

ask me out to study!!i'm dying of boredom studying alone at home!!ask me out ask me out!!i'm available to study!not to play!

SIAN!

2008-08-12T03:04:00.000+08:00

study study study!

GO MEIYI GO!
GOGOGO!

2008-08-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

林宥嘉 - 那首歌

不知道为了什么　忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷　快赶走爱的寂寞
你要我听这一首歌　用这首歌离开我
她唱得太美了　歌词却很伤人
你为什么不直接提分手
爱人的话不需要重　轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了　表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口　对抗心痛　一个人
你的黑发　现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇　现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我　最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈　你有多难过
爱牢牢抓紧我　恨深深包围我
你要我为你好　快赶走爱的寂寞

for now i'm loving this song!
outdated?mayb ya!but how cares!i like it.

2008-08-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

i did my french test!im gonna ace it!yeah!hhahahahahah!i didn't expected it.i only pick out certain topics to read on.cos i'm just pure lazy.but for now.i'm really studying for my exams.hahaha!i'm serious.i dun noe what motivated me to do that.but i no longer wanna run around.i rather sit down and do something meaningful!ahhaha!maybe i've grown older!hahahahahahahahahahah!whatever it is.theres exams coming up!

exams=sian also!

if i'm not wrong this is my timetable for common test and exam

COMMON TEST TIMETABLE

8-AUG-08(FRI)

TIME: 0830-1000

MODULE: EG2028 QUALITY ASSURANCE

VENUE: LTQ7

TIME: 1630-1800

MODULE: EG2132 MICRO-CONTROLLER APPLICATIONS

VENUE: LTQ3

EXAM TIMETABLE

18-AUG-08 (MON)

TIME: 09:00AM - 11:00AM
MODULE: EG2133 ELECTRICAL MACHINES
VENUE: S.475

20-AUG-08 (WED)

TIME: 12:30PM - 02:30PM
MODULE: EG2089 ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 2C
VENUE: G.221 (Z3)

27-AUG-08 (WED)

TIME: 09:00AM - 11:00AM
MODULE: EG2004AUTOMATIC CONTROL
VENUE: G.221 (Z2)

dun say i didn't stress on this.i will not tell anyone on msn if u ask me for the timetable for the tests or exams.its your duty to find it yourselves.i'm kind enough to post it here for everyone to look at.if u're finding for someone to scold u u can be my guest.ask me.and you'll get it.

2008-07-31T23:56:00.001+08:00

french test tmr=sian!

hahha!i'm getting all my weapons and armour to study hard fight hard for my exams!haha!plsplspls.temptations.be go away from me!plsplspls!

2008-07-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

tmr is the day.

what if i cannot control myself?
what if i cannot face the outcome?
what if i cannot accept it?
what if everything is like what i expected?
what if everything isn't gonna be right tmr?
what if its gonna be like hell next few days?
what if....

cells are dying like crazy now!its confused in there!i'm not taught what to do.i never was.
i dun noe what i'm typing!hahahah!i'm going crazy!

ps:i dun have cancer!

2008-07-21T01:00:00.002+08:00

I'VE MADE A DECISION!answers to all my unsures may not be revealed but after this the coming fri.thats 25july.i wont be pondering, confused, ask myself stupid questions about everything!

at least for now thats the decision.i know at the end of the day i will be regretting about it.and cont thinking all these.but aiya!just take it like this.will blog about the ans on fri.ahhahahaha!

ppl looking at this.pls look forward to the news!hahaha

2008-07-19T23:13:00.002+08:00

GEMINI WOMAN
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly and comfortably. She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman. She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even when she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because changing is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor ,so her love life can be complex or a mess. She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie. She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

i would say this is kinda true!hahahha!when i read this i suddenly thought! ITS ME!ITS ME!MEIYI!hahaha!come come come!read it!ahahahaha

dear knight!i'm waiting!for very very long alr!hahaha

2008-07-12T00:34:00.003+08:00

i was just thinking.what kinda cartoon will i describe my life?then i suddenly thought!NONE!haha!i was thinking dora the explorer?spongebob?chalkzone?or whatever.but none it is.sad!i think i have to find something that describes meiyi's life!hahahats

whatever it is.its all nonsense!hahahaha!

theres somethings that happen.but i dun wish to talk about it.

how can i only put so few pics of ozzy??hahahah

he looks like a model doesn't he?ahaahha

2008-06-23T01:48:00.002+08:00

ok!time to blog now!*theres no explanations*

GOOD LUCK FRIENDS WITH OUR CT TMR!mayb today later!hahahahaha

sch starts in 9+hrs time.hahaha!time flies man!especially when i'm busy!hate it!i haven enjoy my hols yet!ahahahaha

have been doing much thinking about my future this 2 weeks.then one jon i was talking to u about when we were walking to the mrt station.hahahah!and i've somehow decided.mayb i'm giving up on my dream.i shall keep it as an interest.because i find that by making this choice.i can help many many lives!so.i guess for now.i'll give up on my dreams.for all u noe.mayb tmr or so.i'll think that pursuing my dream is the only thing i should do.hahahah!

whatever la!i'm having CT tmr u noe!and i'm thinking about this nonsense!hahahahaha.but just cant help it.

theres many times this week i wanted to give up.and quit quit quit!but i dun noe whats holding me on!and i'm glad it held me tight.otherwise i'll regret now!thankyou whatever thats holding me!hahahahahah

bye

2008-06-11T15:05:00.002+08:00

after so long.i realise something that i've should long time ago.but aiya.in the end i still noe it.hahahh!

had a weird dream last night.a dream which is related to reality.but the weird part is everything is off how it should be.every thing is the opposite of what is going on in the reality.i dun noe what i'm saying la.but in short.

my dream is very different from the reality i see!

weird huh!are dreams suppose to be that?hahahah!

whatever it is.this 2weeks of break is gonna be super busy.ahhahaha!and i only leave 5days to study.how smart m i.hahahaha.the rest of the days.busy!!!!...

poly friends!
pls ask me out to study only on 13,16,17,19,20 june.ctweek i'm confirm free!hahahaha.
try to go out and study on these days leh!!plsplspls!!otherwise i cannot go out and study with u all alr!!rmb hor!!!

2008-05-26T01:19:00.002+08:00

say that i've changed i dun care cos i think i really did too!

when i was much younger, i use to have that character that i love about myself.and i was wonder what if one day.someone hates that character of mine and ask me to change.will that be difficult?i thought it was.cos changing to someone whom u're not seems rather tricky.ahhhaha!but i didn't think about the part that ppl do change due to the surrounding.hahahahhaha.

i dun noe since when that character went missing.and being replace with something that seems soo strange all the time.ahaha!and from that time onwards,i keep changing.due to influence.too often to the extend that i can hardly understand whats going on!hahaha.

whatever it is, i dun really care.hahah!cos i'm just blogging about this due to some random feelings.ahhaha.didn't noe how to start.hahahaha

anyway theres many things passing my mind.hahaha.happy and not happy.hahaha
ppl that noe me will noe that i will ponder over those sad stuff and make myself sad.ahahahahhaha

but now.hahaha.i cant be bother with the nonsense alr.unless it really irritates me.ahhaah!i dun noe y too.mayb i really changed?or isit just that i cant be bothered about what ppl thinks anymore.and not i'm changing?.i dun get what i type also.so dun ask me.

but but but but but...i really have to say i'm not sad now.ahahah!
actually.i feel kind good now.mayb its due to the company of my ozzy.hahahaha!.

ohya.theres something worth being sad.and i'm also soo sadist.but i was kinda touched by the spirit of the sichuan ppl.i think they're very very very strong.if this kinda things happen on me.i dun think i will even react like how they did.i mean the helping others one.i think i will just wanna die too.hahaha.i'm serious.i was thinking of it when i was ironing my clothes.ya.i was also thinking one day what if loved ones leave me.how will i react?and i came to the conclusion mayb i dun even wanna live too.i noe ppl is gonna say life is vunerable and all this.but.i'm not someone with high hopes.not someone that wishes to be someone big.i wont move on my own i wont noe what to do on my own too.the only thing that made to so determine to study that least is my dream.imagining.but still its not strong enough to make to study much too.but without all those pushing and stuffs i think i'll stilll be at the same spot.so i guess.if one day.that really happen to me.i dun think i will noe how to cont on.and slowly i'll become damn useless.so whats the point of it.thats how i come to the point that i will die too.ahhahaha

anyway.thats just what i'm thinking only la.hahahahaha!
i'm having my study breaks soo.and i've some plans too.haahhaha!
i'll be at the zoo on 18th and 21st doing duty.so do come down to support!hahaha!its only 17bucks!!!worth it.especially to see my beautiful face.ahahahahaha!
i'll be there on the 7th too.but only there for training.ahahhahah.

thats all(x

2008-05-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

i'm here sitting in front this laptop with almost the intention to break this laptop for a new one!now i think its kinda dumb to get a small laptop!my eyes are feeling so god damn tired just beacuse of this small screen.all the words seem so small!even this font i'm using now!omg!omg!omg!its pissing me off every moment!but its ex.so i shall not do something bad to it!hahahaha!after a search of 1hr and no researches or anything about my report i got the feeling that i'll submit a blank piece of paper!omg!this is worse than playing frisbee!hahahah!

speaking about frisbee i when for it ytd!hbahahahaha!not bad quite fun!but i came home with all the bruises and aches.hahaha but i like this sport!not bad not bad!although not good at it yet.but its really fun!i will perservere man!hahahahha!

theres many things i wanna say.but i'm just too tired to cont!and i cant sleep!this is the sucky part!omgomgomg!

i'm going back to my report now!bye!

2008-04-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling weird!i'm beginning to hate this hate that.temper starts throwing like evaporation.i dun noe y i use that.but i just thought of this word.In sch too!i get angry very easily also!but not bad at least i manage to push my anger down!hahahahah!its so study la.i get pissed/irritated/frustrated/anger up over trivial matters.i think thats its really dumb.but i cant seem to control it.pls dun say its pms or what so ever.cos its not.and i dun think i need to explain y.

forget about it.the more i type the more i confuse myself.ahhaha

i feel like accepting the dog sitting from 8thjune-7thjuly.but i dun noe if i'm able to or not.there will be like 15days i wont be able to dog sit those 2 dogs as i have to be in sch.ahahah!so i'm still considering about it.most prob wont want it too.cos those 2 dogs are crazy.at least thats what my mum thinks too!hahahaha

thats all i guess.i have to go off.theres early lessons tmr!ahhaahha and going to night safari too!god!such a long day!

2008-04-07T01:26:00.002+08:00

i noe..i've been neglecting my blog.and the only reason to it is cos i dun wanna always expose my personal life to the public.i think its rather insecure.hahahaha!

lets see some photos of my white maltese, ozzy LOY!thats what my mother calls.hahahaha!

2008-02-27T01:15:00.001+08:00

exams over!i hope i can pass everything!haahha!now i have to give up hope on that uni course that i wanna enter!cos i dun think i can enter it anymore!this is soo bad!i guess i cant even be entering uni!hahah!ohh..lets not talk about sad stuff since exams are over.

i'm tired.blog another day!byebye!

2008-02-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

NS training is coming in 2days!yeah!i noe what u're thinking y m i getting so excited about going night safari to do free labour!hahhaha!but thats not the point.the point is also not the free entry.although most of the time it is.hahahah!but this time i dun noe y..just by thinking that i'm going for NS training thrills me man!hahahahso i'm looking real forward to it.but i'm not looking forward to the on site grading that we're suppose to go through.i think thats the worse part of the whole training.like exams are the worse part of education.hahah!hahahahha!but who cares just around 10min and it will be done!hahah!nothing much to worry about.

its reaching my exams and i have not enough time to study but yet.i still can slack like no one's business.not bad huh!i noe i'm gonna regret.soo i will try to study tmr..what a day to study man!i should be doing more meaningful stuffs.omg!but its ok.shall enjoy after exams.hahha

i'm going for TB this sunday!zhi juan u go also hor!otherwise i'll be lonely!!hahahah!!i dun noe y am i soo enthu to do soo many things recently.i feels soo weird.hhahaa!

i feel like saying some things out.it seem to be uncontrolable.is there such word?hahahabut who cares.the point is i think one day it'll be coming out.and thats thats thats bad...if i say it out will it cause more trouble than help?i dun noe.i feel like telling someone about it.but i dun want anything bad to happen!this is bad!!!!

i thought that the type of lines will show your figure.and colours will reflect on your looks.some ppl if they wear certain colours it either dun match or it looks super dirty on them.but i didn't noe wearing certain colour but the same size of shirt will make u look thinner slimmer and longer....is that so??someone pls tell me the ans,i'm really curious about it.nv in my life have i seen such things.so i dun noe.pls pls pls tell me!!hahahahahha

its getting late.i should turn in!hahaha.
goodnight!

2008-02-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

OMG!this really isn't a yr for me man!ever since the 1st day of cny soo many irritating things are happening.come on this yr pls pass fast!i wonder how this yr will be???

whatever it is.i dun wanna think about it anymore.mayb this yr i shall learn how to be more patient(x NOT THAT SOFT HEARTED so ppl wont take advantage of me!hurhur!hahaha

dun have the mood to blog today.wait till after sat.see if i have any pic and i wanna load it up to the laptop not.otherwise i wont be blogging i guess.nothing much to blog also.(x

2008-02-12T00:25:00.001+08:00

exams coming NS training also coming!!thats the best part!hahah!and TB also coming!yay!!hhahahaha!during cny few days i thought of many things.and all of them i cant say it here.how sad right.i dun noe if i really understood what i thought.but i nv thought i will be thinking of all these at this age!come on!i'm only turning 18!hmm.. what ever it is.cos of all these thinking!i've made my new yr resolutions!hahaha!as u see i haven made one yet!hahahahaha!not too late yet!its still the starting of the yr although its alr feb!nothing is too late!better late than never right!hahahah!

pic load next time(x

2008-02-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

here are some pics. i dun wish to type anything long! hahaha!

my robot!

dad!

ah!thats pretty!hahaha

even prettier!

i think this suits me!!hmmm!!

look!her hair!!and that bear shirt!(x

hungry ah jojo!

i'm hungry too!!)x

yummy!

2008-01-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

days r passing real fast!!olvl results is releasing!!all the best to all of u!hahaha!
funny funny funny!its funny today!hahaha!

2008-01-22T20:39:00.001+08:00

yay!!
happy happy!i have all reasons to be happy today!!hahaha!!
weekend is coming very quickly and i can wait for cny!hahaha!!!

2008-01-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

i'm rather happy recently!i dun noe y too!just feeling very very happy!yup!i dun noe y dun ask me!hahah!
exams are coming!means cny is coming!means got ang bao to take!finish collecting ang bao got exams!means must study!hahhaa!but after that 3papers!!!thats the best part!!!!hols!!!!!all the way until mid april!!not bad huh!!!!!!for these period!i wanna try to work!get some income.otherwise stay at home also do nothing!!hahaha!soo now i'm looking for job!hahaha!i was thinking of working at the zoo!but!i dun noe which one to choose!hahaha!i meant for the part time one!cos they have for nightsafari too!hahaha!!ok..

cny shopping done!!hahaha!fast huh!!i'm still thinking if i need to get a bag to match my clothes.cos thats not too important!hahahah!!ok..next up!i want a new phone!!!!!!!!!!i want one!!promotions r ending this week!and i doubt i can get it!)x cos of this nonsense that get at home!but i can live without a phone!haha!even if it crashes!hahaha!but i just want one before cny comes la!thats all(x

theres roleplay today!omg!i just simple dun like standing in front of ppl and do something when everyone is staring at me man!makes me sooo nervous!i total forgot what i'm suppose to say la!omg!but its ok.monseiur said everyone did well!hahaha!so.shouldn't be a prob ahhaha!!.

i have a report that is due this fri!and i haven started!cos i'm thinking of dying on thurs night!hahah!no la i'm just kidding!i just dun noe how to do it.i'll wait for zamzam to send me the presentation before i do anything!hahahaha!

2008-01-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

i've been reading someone's blog just now and was all about the past!then i started recalling what happen bti by bit!

1st was how me n prav became bestest of friends cos we only had each other to survive with when we entered our new class.i really thank everyone everything for bring us together!it must be the greatest thing that have happened to me!(x
next was all the rest slowly thinking of the worst and the best.then was taxi rides!i hate it when they increase the fare!DO U NOE HOW LONG IT HAVE BEEN SINCE I'VE TAKEN A CAB!!!!)x because of the expansive rides i haven been lazing on the bed for long period of time and i always have to rush rush rush!have to stand when i go to sch cos theres no place to sit!now i really wish i get a licsense soon or mayb find someone who can send me to sch everyday!!hahaha!i shall bribe my father since he is so free!hahahahah!!!
next was recalling all the lessons and when i 1st noe that mr someone!then at that point of time i really wish that time just stayed in the past!that time that gives me good memories!i dun noe for what reason that caused all these changes.i WAS hoping or dying to noe the reasons behind it.but now i no longer wanna noe.cos whats the use of knowing it when u noe u can never do anything about it!hahaha!but nonetheless i still hope i was at that time.always at that time.i dun noe y.but i seem to be missing it really much!such a pity i didn't appreciate it at that moment!hAHAHA!!
next was ZOO!i went for the training with only the mindset that i'll get free entries for 6times.but ended up that i get it for my whole life time.it started out alright but i didn't exactly like that.esp the 2nd training with that anil around!hahaha!but i dun noe since when i fell in love with that place.i was hoping to go there every now and then and i'm loving every part of the zoo till now i'm expanding to night safari.ever since i started liking zoo!i feel like going there whenever i'm sad!cos i'll feel much better there.i dun noe y too.mayb its cos it is soo much more peacful there!hahah!mayb thats the reason y maggie and the rest decided to work in the zoo rather than in town or city areas.(x
lastly was all the stuffs that troubled me!now i'm no longer troubled!ahahaha!thankyou all soo much for giving me all those advices listening to al my nonsense and stuff.i'm still trying hard on my touching letter!hahaha!soon u'll recieve it!ahahah!dun worry.(x

i will be going to night safari for 2trainings before i start doing my duties there.i wonder how it will really be like and if i will like the place!i noe i will!

i'm feeling rather happy this few days.isit because of the viwawa??i dun noe!but the game is certainly fun!haha!or isit i'm feel more comfortable with being mean!hahah!whatever it is!who cares!as long as i dun have to think about something that really troubles me is good enough!hahahaha!!

oohhh ya phone!!i guess i have to suffer with that spoilt phone for the moment!currently having some probs about getting a new one!i hope i can get one before cny!otherwise thats it!i cannot be contactable!hahahahahaha!!

sch's ending at 12 tmr!!YAY!i thought that i'll be meeting some friends for shopping but SOMEONE is not free and she demands it to be during weekends!how demanding right!that SOMEONE!i believe u noe who u r!!!hahaha!!(my no.1 fan!)but not too bad either!i'll be going out with daddy tmr to do some cny shopping and wedding shopping!rmb that famous hotel??YA!i haven get anything for that yet.so most prob tmr see how!haha!daddy will be buying his cny clothes too i guess.hmmm..i dun noe whats the plan yet.but i was told to come home 1st then we decide how sad right!but nvm!just think tmr i dun have to spend a single cent of mine cos i'm going shopping with my daddy!!hahaha!!should be quite fun!!this weekend is totally pack!yayayayay!!!!i love it and hate it when it is packed!love-dun have to feel bored at home. hate- i dun have time to sleep for long long hrs!hahahaa!

i'm not sure about it myself so i haven been telling anyone about it!but i guess mr CREATIVE is walking in and has replaced mr SOMEONE's place!i'm not exactly sure.but lets see more and i shall update!hahaha!

thats all.
i wanna sleep.
its getting late and i have to go to sch tmr!!!))x whatever!its only 2hrs!lets endure and ENJOY!(x
byebye!(x

2008-01-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

one thing that i hate about bathing!
IT ALWAYS MAKE MY EYES SOO PAIN!
not that i dislike bathing or so.its the eye thing that really irritate me.but i still like to bathe!dun worry.i'm not some smelly pig or so.i said all this because my eyes are hurting soo badly man!!
its due to the foams that enter my eyes la!thats y!hahaha!

these few days i've been asking myself...have i been too mean?am i too overboard.or isit i'm just doing things that are unnecessary?i dun noe.some tell me no some tell me i dun noe.there isn't a yes.or mayb ppl just dun wanna say its a yes ba!i hope someone can tell me what to do la!i was thinking of that someone!but i dun think that someone is still the same!soo aiya!nvm soon things will be fine.but i like things the way it is now.except the parts that i dun really like.ahhaha!

lets move on....

i need lots of money man!i need to work!i need to get soo many things for cny and soo soo soo.not only that la!i'm cracking my brains like mad for the wedding on 27/1 what should i get for myself?its a famous hotel!i cant be excepted being soo shabbily dressed!i must find something that is elegant!very indeed!and i need it fast!

i think i might sign up for the night safari or some zoo job to do during my hols.i shall see if they need any temp or even parttime.hahaha!mayb that will be fun.ahhaha!i need money!

thats all(x

2008-01-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

the phone is spoiling!and because of it my life is soo screwed!no alarm!cannot contact.sometimes cannot send or recieve msg!will auto off by itself how cool right?hahha!i guess i'll be getting a new phone by this week ba.otherwise i can just lie dead on the floor one day.thats partly the reason y these few days my phone is not on!but this is not the main reason!ahhaha!!

I'M GOING FOR TRAINING AT NIGHT SAFARI!!!that will only happen like after new yr during exam period.so i'll try my best to start studying now so i can study for my night safari stuffs that week.but i hope i can la!time is harder to manage now!not because i have no time is because i waste alot of time!hahahah!i admit that!!hahaha

i have to admit again i haven been listening to tutorials and lectures lately.i just dun have the determination to listen whatever the lecturer is talking about la!i noe all excuses!but its the fact man!i really cant bring myself to listen!hhahaha!

that OGL email came in today!i'm thinking if i should go for it.now that i noe that its better to go for that camp.hmmmmm.......most probably wont be going for it ba!as u all noe i dun like going for camps!they're like nightmares la!imagine u're suppose to sleep somewhere that is not meant for sleeping!it just feels very very weird!i dun noe y ppl wanna go for camps!or mayb even like!no offence but i really hate going for them!

jojo!y your blog nothing to see one?very boring leh!hahha!add some pic leh.ahhaha!

2008-01-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

meiyi is rather happy today!she gets to meet praveena and jojo!!hahaha!!when will we be meeting next!cny??hahaha or isit till the night safari training??!!thats a mth later!!i shall organise a cny shopping!hahahaha!!then we can meet again!hahaha!yeah!not bad huh!!

thats all!!

i'm looking forward to the training!not only for the entries but also cos i like that place!!!!(x

2008-01-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

i suddenly feel very emotional!hahha!i wanna say something!!

thankyou those ppl for being there for me to listen all my crap shit nonsense trying to make me feel better,showing much care and concern with SINCERITY when i feel down recently!thankyou thankyou very very much! u noe who u r dun need me to mention.(not nice if i leave u out).all these are more than enough.come to really think about it.if i was strong enough to do what i've been told earlier mayb i wont feel that down!but because i feel down i really felt u all were there for me!THANKYOU!!!

and theres 2 person i must really really mention!
PRAVEENA!
thanks for being there for me ever since we became best best buddies.thanks for all your nonsense thanks for all your accompanies!thanks for all your complains when i'm complaining too!u really made me feel better by alot alot alot!!thanks for signing me up to the zoo and in future night safari that made me like that place sooo much(besides that part that they dun let us feed the kangaroo).anyway!thanks for everything!(x no wonder u r my BFF.hahha!!u understand me that much!hhhaha.

JOJO!
thanks for being soo emo.so i noe that theres someone more sad than me!hahahha!thanks for telling me how sad r u when i m depress.thanks for telling me how angry r u when i am fustrated!haha!thanks for making me feel that i'm happier than u!hahaha!
no la joking no joking dun angry arh!!
u're there for me on msn when i'm upset too!!!and is like a everyday matter!hahhaa!!thanks too!!!!although we dun meet.hahah(x
oh i really must thank u for this man!thanks for bringing me to funan so i noe how to go there.hahah!
and also dun worry.i'll thank you for everything u did for me too including those unwanted tys of yours!i thank that on behalf of my sister!ahahahha!

anyways.i will train to write a touching letter for all of u!aiya dun need to name la!got recieve means is u lor!!hahaha.but let me train 1st.soo not soo soon la!hahaha!

yay!!i am the zoo's staff and i might be the night safari staff too!!!prav just sign me her n jojo up for the conservation ambassador training at night safari.due to limited places,we still dun noe if we r in.soo we're waiting for their confirmation.haha.but since prav is soo kiasu i think most prob can go for it ma!!hahaha!!!i'm sooo looking forward to it!!!hahahaha!!i wanna go!!i wanna go!!its gonna be fun fun fun!!yay!!!

2008-01-07T21:15:00.001+08:00

yay!!i have from now on around one full day to finish my 800words report!!!!yay!!!not bad huh!ahahah and i haven start reading it yet!hahahahaha!i will finish it in time!no worries!!(x

i just recieve an e-mail from the zoo and i wanna go for the whatever thing that is holding on 1st feb.it sounds interesting.although i dun noe whats going on!but whatever happen in the zoo will be something fun!hahha! oh ya except the part where they dun let me in to feed the kangaroo!that part isn't fun!if botak was there he will definitely let us in!hurhur!

2008-01-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

to whom it may concern!

i am capable to do things that you cant imagine.
u've already provoked me and u just watch out!
i may not explode .dun try me!
if u dare why not.and i'll let u see what i can do!
u still wanna treat me as a fool!
go on try me! u'll regret!
i'm no longer nicey nice!
nicey nice is long gone!

2007-12-30T02:21:00.001+08:00

we went to the zoo on 28dec2007!! the day was sooo tiring and it was actually happy but the day was spoilt by the nyny staffs!kick their butts arh!

but nvm here r some photos taken at the zoo by jojo.some by me!haha

its so embarrassing to pretend to be a tourist with that tag on!

jojo and me!

prav drank3/4 of this without noticing whats inside!hahaha!

ok thats really dumb!

i just cant stop laughing when i take this(x

thats all(x

2007-12-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

am i suppose to feel happy when i found out someone's lying?! i'm not sure y.but somehow or rather i'm feeling it noe.

no matter what.i like the way i am now i like the ppl i'm with now!theres many things i wanna own.but dun have to rush.if its mine it wil always me mine.its only a matter of time i get it.hahahaahhahaha!!ps:its not a living thing!hahahahaha!

i'm loving the zoo soo much that i wanna go there whenever i'm free.u must be thinking i'm crazy right?but i really like that place.sooner or later i'll love night safari like no one's business too!

after soo long i finally met zhi juan!ah!!she wore her retainers.oh god!please make her teeth solid man!so she dun have to wear them anymore!she looks soo much prettier without them!!soo quickly quickly let her remove it!!hahahahahah!

i have to go to a dentist soon!something is not right with my teeth!not that i'm being paranoid or so.i dun noe how i should explain it.but ya.i have to go to one soon.real soon!jojo!i think u can just recommend your dentist to me la.i cant be bothered to compare!

met carlson in town on wed!not bad huh!still as cheerful.mayb is cos he doesn't care whats going on around him and to him!not bad huh!we should be like him man!so we can see more smiles on the street!hhahaha!!

2007-12-05T19:56:00.000+08:00

ohh!it isn't that long before i posted!hahaha 2days only!not bad not bad.hahah!!

i have a reason for posting.otherwise i wont bother!haha!!something funny happened today!

i was walking with inez to LTQ4 today this happen.a girl which my class ppl noe.soo i shall not disgrace her here by saying her name was walking in the opposite direction.it is super duper obvious that she saw inez.and she turn away after that.then when inez said hi to her she pretend to be shock and said hi back!how stupid this kinda person can be la.its soo obvious that she saw her and still wanna pretend!the stupid part about it is.i caught her looking la!

omg!so stupid!

2007-12-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

i am not sad today!i'm happy.i like the zoo.i wish i could just stay there for the whole day.getting away from all the urban stress and get some peace at the zoo!thats soo peaceful.(x

went for a haircut today.but i doubt anyone will notice.cos many ppl r not mentally right today.soo i assume tmr no one will notice too!haha!but who cares i didn't cut my hair to let everyone see.crazy.if i every do that.something must be wrong with my brains.

zoo is boring today.that one i have to admit.but i enjoyed the peace there.i feel good in there!!hahaha one day u all should try going there la!although the price for entry is...ahahha not that cheap but its really worth it la!hahahahah!!

have nothing to blog.byebye!(x

2007-11-22T00:09:00.001+08:00

i dun get it man!!y do ppl whom dun admire the beauty of sunflowers gets one recently and when i,the sunflower lover, dun get any!damn pissed!!y dun i get any?!!!but thats not exactly y i'm pissed too.but come on la.dun u think it looks super duper retarded when everyone knows deep down that u dun like that flower at all and u r like soo fake trying to take a shot of it with u like u're some sunflower lover.my god!if u dun like then dun take la.crazy la!u trying to ruin the pic or trying the ruin the flower man!very angry very angry!

hurhur!!not fair! but nvm.theres still something that made me happy!!hahhaah!!!soo not too bad!(x

2007-11-21T16:29:00.000+08:00

i am very happy this few days.including today!(x

why??u wanna noe??i dun wanna tell you!!!if u understand me u will noe y!!!!hahahhaah

2007-11-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!another boring day today!i have nothing to do today!i wanted to go to night safari to work la!but then after what prav told me i'm thinking twice.hmm.i think thats not just a job.its like a parent trying to teach their child something new.it need more patience than being a conservsation ambarrassor.i need to use more time and effort to teach the animals.its not like teaching students maths.its like teaching a baby how to count.teach them how to read.its like something new.very new.sooo i guess i shouldn't be making such harsh decision just because i wanna earn money.mayb one day when i m still thinking of being one.then i shall go for the interview.(x

i have alot of things i wanna say but i just dun noe how i should phrase it.haha!wait till i noe how to phrase it then say!hahaahahha!

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz!i cannot load photos again!

dun wanna blog!i'm getting bored!hahah!byebye!

2007-11-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

tuitons ended and i'm feeling very weird! nothing to do at home!i dun wanna stay at home!!!i'm very bored at home! i wanna work again!!i wanna work!!

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give me a job!go die go die go die~!!hhhahahahah

i think i'm mad!hhahaha

2007-11-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

i wanted to post up a photo today!but i think theres something wrong with blogger.sooo well.forget it.mayb i do it another day.(x

i'm now pissed.

2007-11-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

praveena.i noe u're joining jojo's fan club to be my loyal supporter.but u have to give me some time to rest also u noe.hahah!i'm very very busy u noe.hahha!sooo wait patiently.or y not like that.u post on behalf of me!hahahahahahaha!like that.u can read.and i can update!hahaha

just came home from shopping with 2big guys,jonathan and ee leong!funny man!i seldom see 2 guys shopping for clothes that often.mayb didn't see before that kind one.ahhaha!but it looks damn funny la..hahahah!!!

tmr is rest day!!i'm not going out and not going anywhere!!!i feel soo relax!after like 3mths or more since i stayed at home peacefully.come to think of it.ever since i have more and more tuitions.i'm hardly seen online and at home also.how sad!and i miss alot of progs!!!hahaha.but anyway i'm not that interested to watch the shows on tv also.not as if its some nice cartoons that will attract me la!hahaha!i guess i will be studying tmr!!going to cms to read through some of the modules soo i can understand it better??cos it seems that the course i wanna go in uni only offer to JC students..what kinda nonsense is that!poly studentd also student leh.how come that course is like that.soo i guess i must work hard to get there ba!just try.soo tmr i should try sitting down in front of my laptop to read up on the topics!hahahha

tuitions gonna end next week soo from next week onwards i'm very very free.i dun intend to take up any part time job or so.i' gonna wait until earth and air comes back from thailand and start their tuition again.i think i'm just gonna teach them la.dun intend to take in more students if i dun have time for myself.hahah!

JOJO!i noe y u dun wanna work alr!!i noe y!!hahaha!i tell u on fri.hahaha!

hmmm.oohh!!!my papa died!!!i'm soo soo soo soo soo sad!!!!! he died on nov 3rd 0045!sooo sad!!until now i still feel very very very sad about it.that hamster that i took care of for almost 3yrs u noe!since he was very very young till he died!soo sad!!!just by looking at the empty cage of his make me feel like crying man!!and the weirdest part is..how come he will die?????very very weird!!i dun noe la.i dun think i ever felt that sad before man!that day i was like crying like flowing tap u noe.i was really sad.mayb u dun understand y.its because he is like my baby u noe like my little prince u noe!i was still thinking of getting him something nice as a gift recently la!and he died!!yyyyyyyy!!!!!!but papa should be now happily sitting beside GOD's lap and not suffering anymore ba!because of this i should feel happy.as least he died peacefully and not cos of over torturing that made him leave!(x

anyway i'm not intending to keep anymore pets alr.its only a hamster and i'm like crying like its the end of the world.if i keep keeping animals.if one day they die.how many times must i cry like its the end of the world man!soo i'm not keeping anymore alr.hahaha!mayb i shall consider like those that wont die like internet pet.hahahahaha!!ooohhh!!!speaking of which mayb i can play neopets!and join wei xing!ahahhahaahhahahaha!

ok that about it i guess.its getting late anyways and i'm feeling very very tired also.good night!(x

2007-10-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

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i'll pray very hard so that u wont have to suffer that badly.

its so hurting to see my hamsters suffer la!i know its suffering yet theres nothing i can do!
so hurting!!!!!

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2007-10-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

mayb i have to say byebye to many ppl.MAYBE.i heard something very very shocking till now i still cant accept it!how i wish its not true.i really hope it is la.i like everything like this now!be it happy or sad!i just like it this way.i dun wanna it to change!i shall go confirm what going on again!super duper very angry!

2007-10-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

hello!

had some time today so decided to blog.

sch start!gonna collect money soon.hahah!but then come to think of it.i rather work then go sch.i dun noe cos its more flexible?i wanna go zoo more often!!i think there is fun!n i found a new friend!

this is my new friend!the kangaroo!!!hahah!cool huh!!i like her!!hahaha.i shall make her my girlfriend!praveena!! see see!!its up!!hahahhaha!!the next time i go to aust outback i'm gonna sit there n play with her!if i can i dentify her la!hahahahahahahaah!

2007-10-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

hmm..reaching a month since i blog right?

been very very very busy very very tired too!just recover from illness also!but now.i dun feel that well too!ahahha!!

many many things happen during this holiday.and something really frightening happen to me.and i doubt this fear will ever leave me ba.

after this month i think i will be more free alr.not as busy as during the hols.

2007-09-21T01:57:00.000+08:00

was talking to praveena on the phone not now but i guess for the past few days.hahah!and i've decided on the names to give for my companies!!not bad huh!!it will be mathematics clinic and DR loy's imaging!not bad huh!!ahahaha!'i'll come up with a design of my outlets hahahah!!i'm dreaming big.hahah!

saturday will be going to the zoo to attend conservation ambassador training with many many many ang moh from OFS!!me n prav have plans on that day!!!!hahahaha!!big big big plans!!hahhaha.wait n see hahahaha!!!!

today went for tuition have been very pissed about tuitions recently.always about the same thing.but today i got my revenge back.i guess i've become a different person alr.i dun noe how i should put it.but ya i think soo..hahaha!!

dun talk about not happy stuff spoil my mood.!hahah

ok..my hamsters r being good boys recently.they must have realise that i'm very very very busy thats y dun didn't cause any troubles for me!haha!and they're not dying yet ok.still as active as ever only difference is more more more obedient besides the part that they will only respond to u when they wanna eat.ahahha!!i must teach them to respond to me at all times like how they did before man!otherwise they'll treat me as a food machine!hahaha!!ok.

i saw a rat at nyp today.was walking across the bridge to take 45.the rat was climbing up the stairs n i'm walking down!i was thinking what should i do so the rat will notice me??so i jump on the stairs and i was kinda far away u noe the rat was sooo scared its ran away!hmm...then something suddenly struck my mind!y ain't my hamsters the same?if i did the same thing in the same scenario my hamsters will just sit there n do their 'kush kush'.they won't even bother about u man!haha!

my hamsters r brave boys!!hahahah!!

ok thats all,tmr will be a happy day!happy shopping day!!wah!its been a long time since i'm gonna have that man!(x

2007-09-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

i think i far too noble!or shall i say dumb!

i've made a promise that will make me regret like hell!

i noe i will cos i m now!

2007-09-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

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thats all!(x

2007-09-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

i thought animals sleep in the day?how come my hamsters r sleeping at night?this is totally not right la!is either they had a fun day today running around the place exercising or they just have nothing better to do in the cage.haha!but anyway.today is a tiring day for them and for me too!

i dun have any tuition today!i was super free la.so decided to clean their cages before i start busying again.i let them run around n brought them into the room for a nice hot bath.haha!today i spent the whole day entertaining n cleaning them.ahaha!my big bosses!haaha

my parents r coming back on tues.and i'll be going to airport to pick them up.haa!on that day i wont be going for any tuition or shopping.mayb i shall shop in the airport itself.haha!

i've changed!when sch reopen u'll naturally realise it.haha!ppl change for the better i change for the worst i guess.hmm.and of cos i will gain alot alot of weight.imagining eating like a pig everyday.who wont gain weight!hahahasooo if i cont like that.i will be a fatso.hahahah!!mayb i'll stop tmr or something.if i can.hahahahahaha!

i'm going to the zoo to do some volunteery work with prav cos she wants to go.so i just accompany her lor.mayb i should put it this way.like that i can have free entry to zoo every month!!!hahahahaanot bad huh!ahhahahaha

ok.i still have around one month of hols.if i meet a day i dun have tuition n i'm super duper free on that day.i'm gonna to go do something that i wanted to do loong time ago.cos i didn't had the time.hahaa and that is i shall not tell u.ahaha!!!

ytd the news freaked me out la!u noe the typhoon in japan?omg!my parents r in japan!n they r heading to that place where the typhoon is la!my god!n the worse thing is i cannot contact them u noe.not even on hp!super worried!then after that when its reaching 12am they came online n said they just reach the hotel.the reason they were back soo late is cos the typhoon made them cannot go there n they were at tokyo shopping! and the phone cannot use!what nonsense la!u noe i was sooo worried u noe..my younger sis also la!but tmr they're heading to hk!then on tues.they'll be back!hhahaha

ok.i think i'm kinda done now.mayb wont blog for afew days cos just too lazy too.depends on my mood ba!haahahah!!!

goodnight everyone!
goodnight mummy!
goodnight daddy!
goodnight my big bosses!
and last but not least
goodnight me!hahahah!(x

2007-09-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

will not be blogging for awhile i guess..reasons to it..

not free.
no mood
very tired.
deprive of my beauty sleep.
always not at home.
and and and and!!!!
just too lazy to type.

wait till i feel more hardworking!!!!!hahahh!!!

2007-09-01T00:37:00.000+08:00

a big change will be done to me..see it after the hols!hahaha!

watch hair spray!hahaha!zac effron is soo charming!!!hhahaha!!but prav thinks its only his eyes is attractive....but he's just sooo charming in the movie la!!i dun mind watching it again!!its nice nice nice!!!next movie will be The Invasion!hahaha!!

nothing much.dun feel well these few days.nothing nice to say also.say here n there also the same old things.haha.soo might as well not type.ahhaha

byebye!

miss!

2007-08-29T23:31:00.000+08:00

PPL you will miss my long fringe and thick hair.in the pic on top!cos i just went for a haircut today.its was a sudden decision.i only decided it this afternoon before i leave my house.haha!now i look abit like a retard with super short fringe!hahaa.but zhi juan thinks it suit me.mayb cos it looks dumb!hahhaha!

i'm gonna find zhi juan at her workplace for lunch next week mayb everyday if i'm free.cos she wants me to find her for lunch.she thinks that i'm soo free.haha.or mayb she's just jealous i can rest at home when to have to work soo hard for something grand coming up!hahaha.

i might consider to go cut my hair again.i dun noe y.but i just feel like doing something!i want tour around spore like a tourist.i feel soo like eating at every moment of the day.even when i'm very full alr.i feel like lying on my bed n not get up.i feel like going down to town to get every single thing.just anything.i feel like flying kites building sand castle playing volleyball swinging on the swing for hours tree-top-walking going to somewhere noisy somewhere quiet running around spore like no one's business cycling on expressways.y that i also dun noe.but it sounds fun.going to zoo bird park night safari botanic garden nature reserve going havoc at ppl's home!setting a fire disturbing ppl hold a big big big bunch of balloons walking down orchard eating choc choc choc slurpping on peach sunrises many many more....
so who wants to be the one to fufil it for me?haha.

i feel weird!hahaha.dun noe la.just plain weird.mayb i should consider doing some seasports!!!hahahaahahhaa

wah!

2007-08-28T15:20:00.000+08:00

time is passing soo slowly today.who wants my time??who is short of time.i give mine to u.hahah!FOC dun need pay hahah!!!

i've said what i wanna say ytd.but at least give a reply la!nonsense!hahaha

jojo say tonight theres red moon.so if i dun see one tonight.jojo u're dead!!!hahahaha.

nothing much!byebye!haha

thankyouthankyou!

2007-08-27T01:45:00.000+08:00

THANKYOU PRAV,JONATHAN AND MAOMAO FOR ALL YOUR ADVICES TONIGHT!THANKYOU SOO MUCH!

hmmm..??

2007-08-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

zhi juan help me figure out who is one of them today.so now i got 2 alr.i wonder who is the last one...

i wanna go to the psychiatrist!i'm thinking i'm going mad soon!i wanna go i wanna go.lets see.one day after exams mayb i shall go!but i have to find one 1st.otherwise where to go?hahahaha!

chan chon khun

2007-08-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

i'm jojoist!our bikini bottom is in pasir ris!cos we have a big plan to boom it!!hhahahahah

studying day

2007-08-22T20:48:00.001+08:00

hmm..after one week of tuitioning i had a break today. i dun have any today.so i went back to sch to study with maomao they all.hmmm.i manage to study in a group u noe.normally i will get very very disracted but today it seems fine.cos i learn something n manage to study.the only prob is...can i rmb what i studied today until tmr?...thats a mystery!hahahha

ok i'm going to revise now.hahaha

haha

2007-08-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

hmm today not a bad day.

good luck kevin for your papers tmr!!

thats all(x

!!!

2007-08-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

its payday today!i got half of the fees today!its 90bucks!hahah!!their parents wanted to pay me 100 but i didn't want to take it.soo in the end i got 90!i'm happy now i dun feel that broke.hahaha!but soon.i'll feel as broke again.ahhaha!

maths test today.i feel weird doing the test today.i told mummy that i feel very very nervous during the test.that doesn't happen u noe.mayb i'm just not as confident anymore.hmm...so now i guess i'll just aim for a pass or something so i wont get too upset if i dun do well.haha!

kevin's having tuition alone today.and we did maths paper like flowing tap.on and on and on and on.like no one's business.kevin nv work soo hard in any of my lessons u noe although he is much hardworking than kenneth.hahha!mayb its cos kenneth have chinese tuition today!thats y.hahah!or isit cos their father is at home today?hahaha!i dun noe.but we did more than the last 7lessons.hahah.

days are not that busy now.and i'm feeling abit empty.or mayb i should say weird.i dun feel like sleeping for long long hrs.normally for naps i will sleep like a pig for like more than 5hrs.but this few days.its seem to be a short one.after around 1+hr i will just wake up n start doing my stuff.and for sleeps at night i dun noe.i'll wake up at 8.00 for no reason also.

last night i slept at 3am n i was like thinking aiya how to meet maomao they all at 10 leh?so early.so i set my clock at 9.so that i can catch more sleep.but who noes man.i woke up at 730 this morning.i was like i sleep so long alr y the alarm not ringing.so i went to see the time.my god!so early.i should reward myself man!and guess what my eyes r still wide open till now.n i dun feel like sleeping yet.hmm..i guess i should earn more money man!soo i wont waste my life sleeping.hahaha

i guess mummy's feeling worried for me.cos she thinks that all these busy tuitions,rush here n there in the end i dun have enough time to rest.so she always offer to pick me up or send me to the venue even though i told her that i can go there myself.haha!and now since i'm earning money, she wont really nag at me about some nonsense of hers.hmm.i've nv heard her saying 'take care' this 2 words to us before u noe.but that time she drop me off at tuition she asked me to take care.i felt sooo touch la!!hmm.mayb i should save all my money n get her and daddy something big!hahaha!cos after i started my tuitioning, daddy will always greet me home.hahaha! u noe like 'huan ying hui lai!'hahah!so he deserve something big from me too!but now i dun have much money u noe!so they have to wait for the money to come rolling in before i get them something big.hahaha!

something interesting that happen today!hahah.mummy drive to the causeway at tuas today after sending my sis to ntu.hahaha!she was like eh!how come got this petrol meter sign thing.bahahah!funny la.i should be on the car to laugh at it la.soo cute lor!

ok la.i need to go for a shower alr.aday out made me stink!haha
thats it!(x

...

2007-08-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

last night i had 2 dreams.pro huh!!hahaha!2 different dreams but with the same one person in it.that person shall not be disclosed here!haha!the 1st dream i had was a happy one.but the second one its a sad one!the main cause is cos of that same person.hahaha!

today!
as tiring as ytd.running here n there now think of it.i cant really rmb what i've done.time seem to pass super fast today.it seems that most of my tuition all drag cos not enough time!isit that time is passing very fast or isit that theres just too many things to do?i dun noe la.but today i drag most of the tuitions for very very long.so i only reach home around 10 by car la.not by bus.i guess by bus will be like 11?i dun noe.hahha!

after tmr.i wont be as busy anymore.but please dun call me to go anywhere until 27aug!around the same as prav.cos i need to study!cos it seems that i forgot what i've read for my analogue and EPC few days ago.its only few days and i forgot alr.sooo i have to read it n do doing.....
so ppl only after 27 aug.

tmr.
i've plan my sechdule for tmr alr!haha!soo no one can mess it up cos its pack.i'll rejrect any appointments.so no last min tuition for tmr too!tmr.in the morning go for bxb.then 2tuitions then i end my day at 5.reach home around 6.take some nap.n i shall start at 8pm on maths.pack leh!hahhhah!!

thats all(x

rahrharah!

2007-08-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

today's a tiring day i feel so like sleeping la!but i shall keep my eyes wide open to study i'm such a pig la.i totally forget that i'm having exams.i thought that i was having hols or something i went to accept another assignment.but nvm the mervin's one is gonna end in 2days time so i just work harder!(x

tmr + sunday totally not free!have to work hard.i'm missing all my shoppings in the weekends u noe i'm not happy about soo after 27th aug.i'm gonna put all my tuitions on weekdays so i have more time to go shopping on saturdays n sundays.but when sch reopen i have to change ti back again)x sad!

today, kenneth make my day feel so much better by doing many nonsense!one day i shall take his photo n post it up to my blog.he is just soo cute.hahha!not forgetting kevin.he also contributed to kenneth's nonsense!haha.so i had my fun at their place.haha.

JOJO bought me doughnuts!nicenicenice!its worth queueing la.so JOJO mayb next time u can help me queue again?ahahah.when u're passing there??!hahahaha.thankyou in advance!!hahaha

ok i have to go back to study again.otherwise i wasted too much time on blogging!

thats all(x

tuition day!

2007-08-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

rah!today i spend my whole day at kevin n kenneth's home!god i nearly died there i think both of the boys too!we spend almost 5hrs doing maths.just maths worksheets.n i cant finsih marking all their work that i still have to bring it home to mark it!tiring day huh!now i'm feeling very very dizzy due to the lack of sugar in my body recently!not taking in enough glucose because bubbletea will make me fat!not getting diabetes.haha!ya.i tried drinking milk but there isn't any improvement.hahaa plus today whole day out.soo it made it worse!tmr its gonna be worst that today man!start at 1030 all the way nonstop to 6.i dun even have time to get some sweets man!y because of this stupid PSLE oral thing!make me soo busy~!

today i got sometime to get some sweets but after eating them no effect have been taken place because i forget that fisherman's friend is sugar free!so whats the use of me eating them!ah!!!tmr i shall bring sweet from my home!i'm sure its not sugar free.hahaha!

i KO-ed when i reach home today man!my whole head is super duper dizzy and pain!but no one's at home!soo i was like suffering like hell!now its still the same!hurhur!i wonder how tmr will be like man!

i didn't go for mfb today.cos i'm too lazy n i dun feel good too!lazy cos my sister is still at ntu having lessons no one send me there!hahaha.so i dun feel like going also.haha!

tmr starts at 1030 all the way to 6.so ppl please dun call me.leave a msg will do.tmr if i get a chance i think i will say it out!unless i get my chance otherwise i dun think i will la.soo god!i fate lies in u!hahah.if u give me a chance to say it out i will but if u dun.then i wont!hahahahaha!

thats all have to catch some sleep!soo tired and sick!(x

not fun at all

2007-08-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

i did something soo cruel n i'm soo guilty!although i'm told that its not my fault but i still feel very guilty.i dun noe how i should say it soo u all will noe how i feel.but i guess u have to be in the same situation to feel that ba.i dun noe.i feel so guilty!!!i guess theres no use for ppl to say that its no mine fault or yes its my fault anymore ba.cos i will feel the same.soo pls let this feeling fadr away by tmr morning when i wake up for kevin n kenneth's tuition..its a long day tmr!i hope to be happy u noe((x

tmr kevin n kenneth's tuition will be 4hrs.so if u all so happen to read it.pls do not try to call me ok.cos i wont pick the phone up.leave a msg n i'll call u back when my tuition ends.its a long long one.soo dun call hor!kevin have alot of papers to do.cos his mum is talking to me on the phone telling me how much kevin must do to finish everything.so tmr i guess kevin has to do more than 5 papers during the lesson n 2more for his homework i guess.poor boy.for kenneth.i m not suppose to pay much attention on him.just make sure he gets his work done.ahahha!that will do.hahah!but i noe kenneth will sure make me listen to his singing - the national day songs! thats what he made me do after their lesson ytd!haha.i still remember how he sound n how shy is he.haha!

i feel so useless for not being able to help that boy la!btw his name is mervin. i feel so sad for him!!!he needs soo much help!!!i feel that i'm so evil!really so evil!pls pour some acid on me to clean those evil patches on me!yuckyuckyuck!!

2007-08-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

ok..i'm sick. but i still have to tuition la!cos its not that bad till i have to stay at home to rest.(x oh god!pls dun let me fall too ill within this 2weeks man!on the 28th i can fall for all i care cos i dun have anymore exams alr!pls pls pls.

btw i dun noe the reason y i fell sick too.i was ok when i was with prav n zawiyah.but something really scare me just now.i think its cos of that.haha!

just now on my way home i met something that really scare me!i dun noe isit my eyes playing a fool with me or what.when i got down the bus right.it was like 8.45pm.then i looked at the overhead bridge there was no one.after that i look down to see the time.when i look up.there was someone standing there alr.doing nothing somemore.plus it was only a split sec.so it isn't possible for someone to run there to stand.n i didn't see anyone nearby either.omg!that person was with long hair.so i assume its a her.she was wearing all grey listening to an ipod.i was wondering how she manage to get there at such a short time la!but she was just standing at the overhead brdge doing nothing back facing me.looking at the steps.weird huh!i was soo scared la.so i called prav.but that stupid idiot nv pick up my call.OMG!i was super scared.cos theres no one at the busstop u noe.god!i was like ooh shit.somemore this month is ghost festival u noe.plus i dun think 'this ppl' are that advanced to have an ipod right?soo i just convinced myself that she is normal la!u noe what i mean.then i quickly walk away.n i kept turn back to see if there was someone following me.when i was climbing the stairs prav called.omg i told her what i saw la!then she thinks that its nonsense or something cos mayb she was standing down there but i nv notice.n the weird part is.if she was down there how can i not notice?its very obvious to notice her la!so i told her thats impossible then i cont.she was listening to an ipod.haha!aiya in short i just told her the whole story.then she was like eh meiyi!i haven reach home yet u noe. so i guess i scared her too!hahaha

i got a new student today.tmr i'm going for the 1st lesson.i wonder how it will be like la.just try it out.tmr's lesson will be at 7.30 -9.hmm..i still prefer teaching kevin and kenneth.cos both of them soo cute!hahaha

ok thats all(x

2007-08-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

just back from my 1st lesson.my students r 2 small little boys! kevin n kenneth!they r super duper cute!omg!really.i felt soo welcomed by the 2 of them la!tmr wed n thurs i'll be going up to teach then again cos kevin's exam is coming!hhhaha!!

i've decided to go for the application tmr.i change it to 6.30pm cos of the boys' tuition.i still dun noe if i made the right choice to go.but i noe i like teaching maths.thats y i'm going.(x

i think i'm somehow prepared for epc n maths alr.all i need now is to sit down one day to study ADE and another day to do some papers.haha!

i super duper happy today!after soo long.i doing what i like!hahaha!

(x

2007-08-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

tmr marks the new chapt of my tutoring life.tuitioning tmr for a new student.actually theres 2 la.but in total teaching 2hrs only so its like teaching one only la.haha!so from tmr onwards i'm earning money.now i'm be nearer to my handphone!hahah.

2007-08-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

i just woke up from my nap.n someone off my laptop.now i must on it back again.

this sunday...no liu fu = die!what m i gonna do man!i dun have any idea!but i guess i can manage it ma!its only like 2days away.prepare for half an hour.wont be that tough ba!i just spend my whole sat doing it should not be a prob ba!yup!

i had a dream when i was taking my nap just now.i'm not exactly sure what is going on too.or mayb i should say the dream dun make any sense.hahaha!then when i woke up.i started thinking about soo many things la.then i realise.this week haven been a happy week.seems like theres something bothering.haha.something suddenly struck my mind.n now i'm feeling so much better."not like as if nothing happened.at least theres still happy moments spent thats worth more than a smile. "dun noe y i suddenly thought like that too.n i think if ppl look at me they'll think that i'm mad or something suddenly finish thinking i started smiling.hahah

i think i'm happier now.but i still feel like locking myself at home.ahhaha!

slacking!

2007-08-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

see.i'm doing report and studying c-prog but she is relaxing watching her nonsense on the internet!not fair!

that photo wasn't that nice!so i took another one!oh no!she realise! now thats our fun shot!haha!

what a day

2007-08-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

i'm left with not much time.so i must hurry.

today is not a fine day.i feel like crying the whole day especially when there is music being played.and they show the shows too!!

but there is louis koo!hahahhhahaha!sooo charming!!

somehow i dun have any mood to do anything today.but i've been forcing myself.so now i did something.

i put my laptop on mute today so i wont hear anything.i feel like as if i'm torturing myself man!hahhaha.ok la.mayb tonight i wont have an early sleep.tmr have to reach sch at 8.30 n i meeting maomao they all at 8 to go over to the place for test.

actually theres many interesting things happening today.but i dun have the mood to type it here now.mayb another day ba.

2007-08-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

如果你离开，我要怎么办?

thats what u told me today.
i must be thinking too much. cos i dun think i'm that important to u after all.

(x

2007-08-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

now i can start posting!hahah(x

got internet connection alr!hahha

today reallynot feeling that good la.i think for the next few days i must eat alot of sweets la!otherwise i'll keep black-outing!plus today feel super sick la!very cold also.but after going to little india n had some food it became better.cos the surounding was warm.so i guess it made me much better.haha(x

nothing much!(x
not that stress too!hahhaha(x
lets go out during hols more often!!hahah(x

(X

2007-08-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

i stil have to say.. comm skill is not disgusting nor isit hateful.its super duper disgusting and hateful.be it the lecturer or the module itself. hahhaha!!!

2007-08-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

i'm rushing my comm skill- (the most disgusting and hateful subject ever)proj now.no time to blog.hahah!

i wonder how long i'll take man!

2007-07-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

today is a torture!i had to go sch with a bad bad block nose!and theres presentation and i totally forget about it.how smart can i get man.today just spend 9bucks on taxi!so not worth it!go sch in the morning took a cab.rush back to sch cos i left the poster at home with a cab as well.and that stupid taxi driver drive to yishun!for wat i also dun noe!waste my money!

i'm soldering now.sucks!i hate it!how i wish someone will solder it for me.haha.so now i'm slacking.haha.i haven do my comm skill proj yet.haha.n presentation is due on thurs.so i'm gonna chiong tmr.today is soldering day.haha

tmr pls dun call me out.i'm going home straight to do the proj man.hahaha