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she is my forever bestest and bestest forever! nothing will change this fact(x I LOVE YOU PRAVEENA!(x
lets not talk about today(x!
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
C.T has officially ended!god i'm sooo sooo tired!should i go tmr?i wanna sleep the whole day n shop at night!otherwise GSS end le!hmmmm..wat should i do?i'll think about it tmr when i feel more awake.
I'M SICK NOE!just now i was still ok!when i woke up from my nap which dun feel like one.n i stil feel like sleeping i felt terrible!really.thought mayb its like cos just wake up then feel weird weird or wat.soo i didn't bother!but when i was suppose to have my dinner, i totally dun have the appetite to eat anything!AT ALL!and the worse part is i haven even eat anything today!i think i'm gonna die soon!hahaha!!!i feel sooo sick!!)))xi was fine just now!!!and i cant even think now!nothing is in my head!u noe like some walking zombie??!!must be i'm tooo lack of sleep have been sleeping enough u noe!!that person should feel guilty!hurhur!really torturing la!
ok today was whole day in sch.i was sian-ed the whole day.wilfred thinks that i've become more quiet.it must be that i'm too noisy before the break thats y hahah!!just totally no mood to do anything la.just like ytd but ytd theres a reason to it.today dun have just plain sian n tired!hahaha.
i think i did well for the 2 tests but cant gurantee can pass ahah.cos cannot have too high hopes.later fail like hell!hahhaha.
god!cannot take it.i guess i'm not blogging alr up there is not working well!i shall stop here n cont it tmr!((x
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HEY ALERT WSS & BUDDIES!
I HAVE DECIDED TO GO FOR NUTZ ABOUT ARTS ON FRI!SEE U ALL THERE OK??!ESPECIALLY DEWI!ITS BEEN A LONG LONG LONG TIME SINCE WE MET!SO SEE U ALL THERE!
i can sleep early tonight!!!i'm sad!!i still cant get the concepts into my brains!i'm dying soon!
have the sudden urge to do something silly now.not foolish but silly.hahha!dun noe y also but just have the urge.too stressed?i dun noe.it just dun feel right now.i dun noe.i wont say i need who who who.cos i dun need at all.but i need my beauty sleep!god!how long can i sleep tonight?haihai!!
i cant study anything now!nothing is going into my head la!howhow?i guess tmr i can fail my epc alr!!hahha!i'm dead!
enough about studying!hahha.let me type something that i've learn today and i'll apply it from now onwards.cos i guess using it will make my life happier ba n i can go many many things that i wanna do without even having any doubts or whatever about it!hahhaha
ok.i was super pissed today right?and i was pissed cos i bother about wat ppl thinks.soo i've to ignore whatever ppl say or think about me so i wont be that sad anymore.in another words.y bother wat ppl thin about u.it doesnt matter.u leave for yourself not for others.i think its really really meaningful.(x so i should apply it to my life.i've been overly concerned about wat ppl will think if i do this this this and that that that.life will be more difficult like that isn't it?hahha.soo if i dun bother about this wont it be better??hahahha!i dun exactly noe how to type this out la.but as long as u all get the meaning can alr!hahaha(x
tmr is gonna be a long long day!hmmm..wat will happen?haha!hope is something good!!hahabtw my left eye just twitched!according to my sister something good might happen!!ahaha.soo i guess something good tmr will happen!mayb is a tycho pass for both of the papers tmr!!hahahha.i must really be dreaming now!!haha.i've mixed up epc and ade!hahhaa.soo how i'm gonna handle tmr!hahha.mayb i'll use ade formulas in epc n pass??hahaha.nonsense!hahaha!nonsense la!hahaha
different ppl have different thinking about a certain thing.even though u think its not right u shouldn't be changing that person's point of view.instead u should try respect it(x thats all i have to say lor.even if u really think wat i think is wrong.then too bad la.u just stick to your own view lor.no one's asking u to change(x soo.its kinda non of my business also.hahaha
ok..its a long long post.mayb i should end here now n go study study real hard(x
bye!! GOOD LUCK TO ME!
GOOD LUCK PPL FOR THE TESTS!!(x
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
ok i'm home!i collected the stuff alr!woke up sooo early today la!really lor.just for breakfast with carlson.i think i'm mad.just to wake up that early.hahha!after that went to orchard.ok.cos my mood was spoilt so i didn't exactly noe wat i'm doing also.sooo i guess i bore carlson up!!hhahaha.thats about it.(x
ok.tmr have to go sch again!!!)xhave test!!god i'm gonna do it soo badly!i guess.cos i have no no no confidence!!!thats soo bad!i have to go revise it now!n i'm getting sick!!!feel not right la!
bye!
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my hope came true!!!
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
today's not a day for me i guess.i feel sad!really sad.because of something la.but very nice to say it here.cos who noes that person that i'm refering is reading this.
just came back from MFB.it was disasterous!really.had to do alots of writing today!!!sucks!!!!n i nv finish so i'll have to hand it up next week hahaha!!!!but later i'll be doing it.sooo watch out!!i'll be handing it in!!
ok.kinda stayed at home the whole day.didn't study cos dun have the mood.can u believe it!i'm still having test but i dun have the mood to study!i'm sooo gonna fail the two tests la!
i guess i'm not gonna go sch tmr.to study with them cos i wont feel like going out.zhi juan told me something again that really made me had my moods down!i dun noe how to say it la.but i guess if u were me u'll get wat i mean.sooo when i meet u next time i'll tell it to u lor!
actually i dun noe wat i'm thinking also la.sometimes i really wonder if theres a need to thing about all these not.haha.dun noe leh.but hor i guess i'm like better than those who always act sad la.hahhaa.opps!!hope those ppl dun read this!!hahahaha!!!
i'm hoping for something now!hahha.but i guess it'll nv come true tonight!so i guess my hope will be tanished!!!hahaha!!!!ok..i'm just soo weird.cos of the complicating mood.sooo.i shan't blog anymore!bye!
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hmmm..wat to blog today?hmmm...
TEST!god!something must be wrong with me today.the confidence is not there.dun noe where it ran to le.((xbut overall i think the paper is ok la.not difficult.can be done!(x so i guess wont do that badly ba.mayb its due to the long hols that made me like that la.nvm i'll buck up on it.haha!
when to orchard with jojo!god.i reach there at 4.15 like that n that jojo reach at 5.45 see how long i waited for her!i saw so many things i wanna buy.but come to think that i'm not that filled yet i cant buy anything!!!))x i need sponsers!actually i wanted to buy one pair of shoes one!the i could fit into that shoe but the its not comfortable.n they dun have a size bigger!can u believe it??!the whole spore dun even have it!suck!!!so i didn't buy it!nothing for myself!bad!but i bought something that can only be collected on thurs.partly cos tmr n wed i dun wanna go out!ahahha.but mayb i shall get it by thurs la.i dun wanna meet that girl just to get it lor!so waste of time.hahha!
after that we both when home!i feel not right on my way home!cos there were so many things i wanna buy!but i cant!!!grrr!!i'm soo pissed!hahah.dun noe whats wrong with me also i alighted at tpy!hahasuper stupid la.then took 88 home.sit until wanna voimit can!really lor.cos the bus keep shaking!thats y.dun noe how he drive also.after that i alighted from the bus n walked home.haha.was kinda scared.cos on the road home there were no one at all.its dark n quiet.if my phone just ring at that moment i guess i'll just scream like hell la!hahha.then i reach home n i on my laptop!
chat chat chat, play play play, then tidy tidy tidy~ dun noe la.like do alot of things like that.hahha!but then hor like nothing to do like that.haha!ok fine!
after that i talk to carlson for a while.according to him he is tired.but i guess i just bore him out!hhahaa.no lor!i was feeding the hamsters thats y.as u all noe.i'm like the one thats always talking none stop so i wont bore ppl out!!hahaha.unless under special circumstances la!hahahah
put the phone down n i came to blog!hahaha!thats all!tues n wed dun have to go sch!hahaha r u all jealous??!!hahahha
bye!
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Monday, June 25, 2007
oh i feel super weird now!!!
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
after i've decided to give up on it n move on things becoming different!its not driving me crazy dun worry.hahahha!!its just it should be happening earlier so i wont change my mind or even make my my set to some other thing!how should i feel now i also dun noe.i only noe i have to study for tmr's test!
sch's starting tmr.feeling so reluctant la!cos of certain reasons.oh.and LB's birthday is coming!although i not going for his party la.feel weird la!i dun noe too.
today i'm seriously feeling many doubts.not really negative la.mayb more to the side of weird ba.somehow i feel something's not right.mayb unfamiliar?
i have something to say man!because of this zhi juan!i beginning to think many many nonsense stuff!its all your fault!i wasn't thinking that much before that la!
but i dun noe also la.mayb i must be thinking of all this sooner or later la.haha.it feels weird!haha.i'm really weird today man!hahha!
kinda think of it something feels missing!not right!must be i not prepared for the test!
FYI!i'm broke!so dun ask me to spend money any more!!!!i have no more alr!i spent it all up ytd!on clothes!that i wont wear to sch.haha!so ppl in nyp too bad i guess i wont be wearing it.so u wont be seeing it i guess!haha.or mayb u will!!!when i feel like hahaha!!!
i bought something soo nice ytd!at toys'r'us!hahha!!!its some croc thing la.also dun noe how to describe it but its lame!!ahhaha.my next target is to get a tamagotchi SOMEONE!tempeted me to want one too!although i have many!but i want the latest one!hhaha!!thanks to that SOMEONE!that person will noe who isit la!haha!so i dun have to cont. saying!haha
next week due to C.T i will only be going sch for 2days!siok!!!!n zhi juan is jealous!ahahha.cos she has tests but she have to go sch even if she dun!hahahahha.poorthing.but she is soo occupied this week!soo who will go shopping with me?jojo??yes.mayb i might be going with her on dun noe which day to change her wallet n at the same time shop for something!i shall not say!cos its a secret!who noes ppl might be reading it n telling it out!hahhaha!!
see wat i mean by i'm weird.btw i guess i wont be sleeping early tonight.cos i haven perpare for the maths test tmr!feels weird doing it man.cos its been a long time since i really prepared for one!haha..ok i really have to come to the conclusion that i'm not right today la!really cos i'm weird!hahahaor mayb i'm not feeling right everyday??hahahah!!
ok.i'll guess stop here la.gonna study alr!otherwise not enough sleep!!hahahaa.and tmr's paper is at 2pm and will end at 3.30pm!its engineering maths!good luck ppl!!byes!
PS.i type this post for half an hour.hahah!so long!
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
ok.i'm not going for LB's chalet.i guess no one will understand the reason y ba.cos i nv exactly say y.nv cos i think there isn't a need to also la.hahha.so its ok.hahha.n that day i wont be free also.although i should leave that day free la.haha.wat can i say...i'm weird.haha.actually sometimes i also dun really noe wat i'm thinking lor.aiya but nvm la.one day i'll noe.hahhaha
just now i chatted with prav on the phone.again i have the feeling of going to the same sch as her again.i dun noe y i always have that feeling la.i really dun noe y la.aiya.dun talk about that la.
just now i talk to jojo n i found out something!!!u wanna noe come ask me!!hahaha!!i'll sure tell u!!cos its something new!!hhaa.jojo u noe it also arh,hahaha.n faster la.i'm stil waiting for the photo!
ok.tonight i really have nothing better to do la!so not right lor.and i feel weird today!if it wasn't praveena i guess i'll be sleeping at home alr!haha.but i cant blame it on her la.is cos i told her that nvm she can cont talking.hahaha!!!!
i'll feel so much better after when i wake up from my beauty sleep man!thats wat always happens!haha.right!??!hahaha.ok
so i'm gonna stop now!byebye!!
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Friday, June 22, 2007
was suppose to go out today.but in the end dun have.,change to tmr!so today i didn't really do anything except for studying.((x
i feel so nerdy now!hahaah.
i had a dream last night n i hope it come true!haha.cos its a beautiful one.hahahah!!!!!!
yucks!i think i'm so dirty now!gtg bathe now!bye
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
ok.they all come back alr.according to wat my sister said, she didn't really enjoy it.so it must be something good that i didn't go haha.ok..she bought me spongebob squarepants keychain!hahha.and theres alot of things to eat too!hahaaok...haha.hmm..
i have study today yet.so i'll be studying later.with someone accompanying me.hahah!!god i just found out just now that zhi juan's hols will be longer than mine!its so unfair.hahha.i want long long hols too!))x
ok.tmr will be going out.so i guess no time to study!so must study hard la!!hahaha!!!!ok..i have nothing to blog le!bye!
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hmmm..its thurs and they r coming back today. i wanted to post the long waited photos!but i'm too lazy to do so.so u all have to wait la!no choice!hahha
ok.i'm studying now.the reason y i blog cos i'm going crazy!cos i cant get the EPC notes into my brains!god!n its not the 1st time i'm reading it alr!wat m i suppose to do man.i haven study for maths noe.........hmmm...i shall just study harder!hahah
just now my nick was perdedor sangriento-can u see me??! . it was refering to the DP haha. and khalid replied 'i can see you' haha.didn't expect his ans la.but still hahha..thanks man.haha
ok..i've to go back to study now.bye!
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
ok.i didn't go out today!)x i woke up at 4pm can u believe it.haha.so i just sat down to study for the whole time lor.
ok.last night when i came home from Acamp i'm really dead la.i just like fell asleep then after that wake up again.Acamp was alright.the part that not alright is that i'm too tired!
ok chatted with 2other ppl before i slept last night one is carlson the other is inez.i chatted until like 3plus like that.god see how long i slept la.so tonight i'm gonna study at night la.haha.
tmr daddy mummy they all will be coming back.fast huh?!!hahait seems so short la.haha!
ok i have nothing to say alr.bye
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Monday, June 18, 2007
hmmm.let me blog before i go mfb n meet zawiyah n pierce my ear.cos tonight i wont be able to blog le!let me do a fast fast one or mayb i shall type fast fast.ahhaha!ok.
i slept at only 5 last night cos i have to shao xiang.so ya.cant sleep early.i was video calling carlson n his unknown friend while waiting for the time to shao.but before that i was video calling luqman just to keep him accompany until his stupid soccer start.so i just sat there lor.ya.was actualy watching tv la!but luqman come n talk to me.so i didn't exactly watch too!thats bad!haha.
only woke up at 2 today again haha.cos i was really really tired!haha.i did some studying!oh god!i cant finish studying la!i just cant remember anything!god!i'm soo dead la!ok.then i call zhi juan accutally only want her help me print the Acamp list but i end up chatting with her!thats like not right la!i chatted with her for the whole journey!haha.amazing!haha.but in the end she dun have a printer at home.so i end up asking zawiayh to help me.so she is gonna help me to print.n i'm gonna find her to get my list!haha.its all in chinese.i wonder if she can understand anything!haha.later if i get all the box and crosses i'm gonna die i tell u.haha
ok i have to leave soon!so i stop here!u'll see me tmr night or mayb even wed night!cos i'll be so tired!hhaha.its a long day at Acamp tmr!haha see ya!
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god!my face feel so tight now!i guess its the side effect from the colgate!rah.it feels like my face will tear anytime.hahaa..feels weird.hahaah
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
ok...i think i'm too free man!i'm now masking my face with wat u noe?with colgate.haha!kinda stupid lA!but its super cooling can.really.wah!but hope it wont burn my face.ahaha.
nothing happen today.nothing good nothing bad!haha.cos there was nothing to do n nothing to think too!peaceful.
now i'm watching tv.haha!no noise only the tv sound!wah!peaceful!!i'm now watching some repeat showbut i love it man!hahaa
bye~
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FYI! perdedor sangriento is in spanish!u all noe the meaning alr right?!so i dun have to explain it here.haha.i said it here alr.so dun ask which lang isit in alr.haha!
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
hmm..the only reason y i come to blog now is cos i'm too bored!haha. really am!haha.my family will be going to m'sia tmr.so i'll be left in spore until thurs night!i wonder how it'll be!hahhabut i guess it'll pass fast!cos this week past super fast man!n i haven finish studying la!
i think my behaviour is improving!i should mantain this standard la!that feels great!but it feels kinda embarrassing when i think how i was previously!yucks!totally soo off la!
last night we watch the american hunting or something like that.i think its like total bullshit la!serious la!the show is so nt right!i thought it was scary at 1st but as u cont watching, the scary part tends to be repeating n repeating with the same pattern!sucks la!watch until not scared le!only the sound not right la!ok.but i still dun understand the whole show la!i dun even noe wat they trying to tell us lor!seems like its just there for the sake to be there!god!thats bad la!and the worse part was we spent so long the the vcd rental just for that show n a wrong vcd!bad la!hhaa.
but after that we went for prata.mayb is cos i'm not use to it or something, i think its not nice at all!i cant even finish wat i ordered!i feel so full la!but after that i still can munch onto chips.haha.so u noe its not cos i'm full is cos the food isn't nice.haha.n the ppl there weird weird also.haha.
ok.my neighbour at the back is having some stupid birthday celebration n they just broke something!its totally annoying!its like so late alr n they r like making so much noise!soo inconsiderate la!ppl r sleeping la!n all of them i bet with u r all older than me!much much older.i guess should be around alex's age ba!
i slept the whole afternoon just now!super tired la!haha.by the time i woke up its alr like 5.30 alr.thats like not right la!but who cares la!after that i dun rmb wat i did alr.but i noe my parents r still not home yet.haha!ocs of some wedding!hmmm...will they leav money for me for the next few days?or they will think that i'll just keep myself at home??!thats so not right ot do so!cos i wont do that.haha.
i guess i'll be going with prav n julie out for a mos meal.one day.i hope its on monday.then i can go for my religious lesson straight.haha
ok.i have something to do now!i shall stop blogging!bye!
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ok!i'm just back from the sleepover!i like it!lets do it again!btw i didn't really sleep last night ok!haha.and dinah didn't even sleep la!cos she got her wireless connection!haha!now i'm soo tired!i'll just doze off after typing this post man!my eyes r so heavy!super lor!haha!btw i love prav's mum's bryani!haha.lets have it again next time!
next few days will be super tiring la even though i'm not going for the trip!haiyo but there's still time for me to slack!hahah.
btw me n prav have mad plans to buy the same crumpler bag!haha.i think i'm gona get the red one or the yellow one!haha.cos i like this 2 colours!haa.oh n dinah help me make my wallpaper for my laptop!thankyou soo much man!hahha.
ok!i didn't study ytd!so i'm so dead!haha.must find time to study alr la!otherwise i'll just fail the paper so 'beautifully' haha!!
i guess i'll just stop here la.my eyes cant take it alr.its so dry and heavy!haha!i really need some sleep!hahhaa!
i have something i wanna do now!3pirecings!i wonder how pain it'll be...hmmm...hahaa
bye!
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Friday, June 15, 2007
the truth is suffocating me lah!i really need some space to breathe!mayb its not the truth i'm thinking too much!but i have something to say to whoever this is delicated to.
TO THAT PERSON!WHOEVER YOU R!
i noe partly is i told u to do so.but if u realise i didn't say avoid!if u really dislike me soo much u can tell me so noe!i dun mind!hahhaha!!i dun noe la.i seriously washed my hands off u the moment i told u so.so by right i should bother about u so much.((x
*****end of delication*****
ok.fine.tmr meeting zawiyah n intan at 1230 then going there!haha.dun noe y i suddenly feel so like sian!hahahbut tmr!i shall high high high!hahhai now watching the repeat of ying yue ge dou chang!haha!i think sugi super funny la!hahha.funny noe!haha.
i really have nothing to type now!bye till sat!ahhaa
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
ok..i have to blog now!cos after that i wont be blogging le.i'll be going to prav house tmr so not online for the whole day until around sat night?!!haha.enjoy arh!!haha
ok.i was thinking of wat i thought on tues night that made me fell asleep.i guess khalid is just a passerby or something ba.cos i was thinking its not that difficult to forget about him ba.so i guess i should do that from now on la!
i studied today.but i think cant finish studying in time la!so tmr i think i have to study again!
nothing to say le!bye!
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ALERT! i'll be able to stay over at prav granny's this fri!!so u all better stay too!!for the wireless connection dun worry!dun have we go amk!haha.thats dumb but nvm!the point is i'm gonna stay over!so dun back out ok!hahhait'll be soo fun la!especially the part that its the last day of hols for RP!hahha.so we better enjoy ourselves that day!so something meaningful too!!haha!!hey!this time no more long persuading ok!fast ans!haha.but i guess after that we wont go out as often le right??!cos of sch!))xhai!we all should have went to the same sch la!like that then everyday will be as fun!hmmmm...but nvm!lets just enjoy ourselves there!hahahahahah!i wonder wat will happen on fri!when only girls r in the house!hahahha!should be super fun ba since prav say its a slumber party!hahapls dun be like last yr la!its really dumb lor!haha.and ohhh...this is p.c so dun tel anyone!hahaha!its dumb!this hols is so meaningful..
ohhh..just now i was thinking if i did improve on my behaviour!and the ans is yes!!!i didn't even chat with a guy noe!!from wat i noe la!haha.beside my papa and daddy.fyi!papa and daddy r 2 different things!haha.papa is my beloved hamster!and i am biased towards him ok?!!haha i really am.haha of cos daddy is my dad la!who else!haha.
oh and i wont be going to m'sia alr.some noe some dun.its cos i promise siye to go for Acamp la.so i not going.but then its also cos i dun feel like going la.cos everytime go.go until sian alr la.the thing that me n prav did the same without knowing is we both rejected our trip to m'sia.haha.
hmm..i did watch tv today noe.i also dun noe y.mayb is cos too long did have contact with the tv,haha.unfortunately its cos of sch!hha.
ok..i must study real hard tmr!cos exams r on alr!haha.and cos i'll be going to bunk at prav house n i noe i'll definitely not study.so i have to study the share for fri and tues too.PS tues is for the Acamp.cos i wont have anytime.i guess it'll b from as early as 7 to as late as 9 ba.so do u think i'll study?hahha.ok la.this post aboit not right!but nvm!i'm ending le!byes!
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
ytd i promise zawiyah on 159 that i'll be online when i reach home but i doze off when i was thinking of something.haha.btw i still have load the photos up yet cos i have instal the pc suite into the laptop.so u all have to just wait n see how ba.when i'll really really hardworking then i'll load it up la.soo i all noe how long to wait alr right??but u can go zawiyah's blog to see the photos when she load it.hahaha!cos we all just use her cam to take the photos!hahha.i guess the salt water in sentosa is making my hair drop!thats bad la!but fyi i bathe ok!haha
sentosa ytd was very weird!haha.others had fun while me prav n zawiyah slack throughout.not exactly prav but me n zawiyah we did that the whole time and we insisted that we were sun tanning.but thats like partially right ok!haha.the funny part is we were under the sun for the whole day but we didn't get sun burn!we didn't even apply anything.but shu han ther chris all did leh!thats weird i tell u.haha.something must be wrong with my skin!after that we when to vivo!haha.prav thinks my face is red!but i dun see anything red about it,haha!i dun noe also.it looks the same to me la!just dun understand wat they thinking also la!hahaa.so ytd was something like a bitching session for me prav n zawiyah!hahaa.we bitch about so many things la!.and i found out someone's lying to me!hhhaa.u 2 noe who right!shhh...dun say out!let everyone feel guilty!hahha
hmm...come to think of it.i think ytd i ate alot!i think i have to go on diet alr.!haha!but there is bryani party at prav granny's on fri!haha.i'll stay over man!if i can!haha.how m i going on a diet!oh.i heard something very encouraging!hahai slim down noe.not that much but still theres some!hahaa.
i got my present from my BFF-PRAVEENA! alr!and i really love it!but i'm gonna go back to get that thing that made the GAP security went off cos my dad dun noe how to do it.haha!i really do!haha.and i read the letter alr!haha.i guess i felt the same as u man.i mean that mood when u wrote the letter for me!haha.really!dun worry man i wont disappoint u la!(the condition i meant!)hahaha!i will definitely wear that shirt for my next presentation even if ppl thinks that its not nice on me!dun worry i will.n i'll wear it with glory!ahhahahaha.and a pic will be taken.but will not be him at the side so dun worry.haha.and i'll also match it with the pants that we accompanied me to buy.ahhaa.i missed u like siao too!more than anything else.haha.i felt the same in nyp too!and dun worry!how can i forget u when u accompanied me through thick and thin!u play such important part in my life la.!haha.i will nv forget la!n we will never be separated la!i'll put u infront of everyone!dun worry!haha.wedding??abit not right la!haha.i'm still studying noe!thats too far alr!but rmb wat i said ytd!hahaha!but the making fun that part feel so sad!later we cant get married!!!!!!!!!then money wasted noe!!hahaha.AND DUN WORRY U CAN HATE HER!!she wont be a part in my life!cos u're MINE!!haha.so dun think that i'll ever let u go!haha!i'll make u have panda eyes by missing you everyday!and make u laugh like how u did ytd n all the times when we're together!and PS zawiyah!u'll join in our nonsense too!!!!!hahaha
ps prav!i will be going to GAP and work!mayb zawiyah also going but she prefer the cashier kind one.haha.but thats not the point the point is working at GAP! at vivo! r u jealous!your ash brown eyes!!hahaa i might be able to talk to him noe!hahaha
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Monday, June 11, 2007
i'm back from mfb.just reach home only.hmm.today zhi juan n ying fang told me something n i thinki have to do something about it.hmmm..they think that i'm becoming to be like how i use to be in sec2.u noe right?hmmm..i wanna change now alr.so guys!pls go far far away from me!pls!dun care about me.i dun wanna be like last time la!i dun wanna go back to be that kinda person again.so i'm determine to change now.no matter wat it takes.no matter how long it takes too.even if i need to be very tired down i'll do it now.cos i really dun wanna go back alr la!i look down on that kinda life.n that kinda me!so i'll nv wanna go back.but i feel like as if i'm gonna change back.pls guys stay far far away from me!hahha
ok.mfb was fun today!i love it!i learn things man.haha.i'm waiting for next monday's lesson!!!lets see wat we will learn again ahhaha
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hmm...i spent 63bucks on a boss perfume which was selling at 89.90.n now i'm kinda regretting it.but i still like it.i think its great la.ok.dun talk about that la.later i will get worse about it.hahah
ok.i went to sch today for epc!its rocks!i dun noe but there r like only 9 ppl there.so.haha.sian!but i like the lesson.i learn many many things.haha.i went there at 10 cos i had re print my report n collect my timetable for C.T and pass my report to sumck n i still have to choose my conplementary studies.n i chose german than french then jap then thinking skills n lastly personal development!but i wanna go into german!!!it rocks!haha.it just started today la!so i really wanna get into it lor!otherwise i'll wanna go n take private.hahah.
i have C.T on 25june thats for maths.and on thurs i have 2 1st is 1o74 after that is 1215.haha.then i dun have to go sch on tues wed n fri!haha.cool right!r u all jealous??hahaha.
today went to j8 with zhen for pasta.and now i'm still so full.actually nothing much to blog today.haha
tmr i'll be going to sentosa with my sec sch friends!!!i'm looking so forward to it!ARH!!time will pass fast today so i can go out tmr!rmb guys tmr 11 at vivo!haha.
i guess nothing much already.i have to prepare to go to mfb now.otherwise later ppl will scold me again!hahaha!bye!
& she rubbished at 5:07 pm
Sunday, June 10, 2007
ok...i just bought a new laptop today.its acer travelmate6292.hmm..i wanted a cheaper one but mummy thinks that buying a cheap one is not worth it in any ways.so i bought the more ex one.now i think it laptop rocks la!didn't regret!lucky!cos i got this with so many conditions la!cannot tahan!ok..but i really like this laptop.so even if u dun like it i also dun care!hahaha
ok..theres a guy name carlson.i knew him like only few days.he is from my mfb one.if it wasn't him.i think i'll just not go for tmr's lesson cos i totally forgot about it!how careless can i get.hahaa.but tmr i have to go back to sch for epc.hmmm!!i'm soo keen to go for it la.i dun noe y but have the sudden urge!haha.
ok.today when to suntec of cos is for the laptop la n some shopping for food!god!n we had lunch at amk.haha.!nothing much to blog today cos its family day.so dun really have anything to say.but many there is.my mummy is so cute la!hahhaa
carlson they all had shu shi da hui today.n he said was fun.i wonder how would ours be?hmm..he told me he n yusheng bought a G2000 and domanchi coat for $5 each onlycant believe it la.how can it be lor!.but it seem to be true.hahaha.ok.n now he is trying to make me jealous!thats bad!
ok.i wanna watch tv now!gtg!byes!
& she rubbished at 9:02 pm
Saturday, June 09, 2007
today i had lab test!it went smoothly!great!a burden put down already.hahah.but all the while i'm better at pracs!so i should be so happy la!haha.but anyway today is the last day in sch.i'll be having 2weeks of study breaks.many catching ups to do this few days.i guess i'll be studying if i'm at home.!
went out with prav they all just now.n watch the long wanted poc!haha the movie was nice!!esp my beloved johnny depp!!!hahaha!ok.prav.just now when we meet at yck right.do u noe y i was smiling soo happily when i u were walking over?!its not cos you're almost 1hr late or u walk till so funny.its cos i really missed you so much!i'm not lying.really.i dun mind waiting for you for the whole day.although i will get kinda pissed but the moment u arrive.everything is different.
words cant express how i felt at that moment but i guess u'll noe how i feel.today i really felt super happy.i guess its cos we nv appreciate the times we had before.n now we're like in different schs.now i noe how much your exsistance meant to me!if time could go back i guess i wont choose to go to nyp and instead join u at tp.who noes mayb i'll just appear in your class one fine day n i'm your classmate again!hahaa.that wont happen la.the truth is cruel.hahaa.u noe i have a dream to pursue.so i cant waste anymore time la.
ok.lets cont.on tues we'll be going to sentosa for e2 gathering.!!dinah liting zawiyah u all better go hor!otherwise i'll chop off your heads!hahaa!i guess it'll be a fun day there!but the sad thing is i have to go sch on monday!i better remember to collect my timetable for the test after the break otherwise thats like the end of my life alr la.i can get ready to retain.but anyway how did the alex n LB even noe can collect from printshop?i dun even noe that la.thats not fair!hurhur!
today something bad just happen when i reach home!i'm really scared wat happen long long ago happen again.haiyo.dun talk about it alr la.later spoil my mood again.haha.but i guess everything is fine now.
i guess i'll stop now.bye
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
hahha!!!today inez still insist her logic is true.hahhaa.but i so have to tell her that its not la.my god.i told u soo much but u infer that its cos i force myself.i really have to tell u seriously that i dun.i wont bother explaining it too.things u all see might be wrong u noe.so.the logic u made up is not right.i'm so serious la.how can it be right when i myself noe so clearly about it and PS i'm not forcing myself to it cos i'm use to it or wat.its really the truth la.!btw i didn't start your name as the 1st word.haahha
prav called me during com skill.hmm..we chatted very long la.i dun noe how long but its long.long enough to keep me happy for the rest of my day.hahaha.tmr i'll be meeting them for lunch and movie!hahaa.its been sometime since i meet them!god!!!!!hmm.i'm like having lab test tmr n i dun noe how to do n wat to study!!!thats bad.hmmm.and LB is in the 1st group alex will be so far away!wat m i suppose to do?hai!i still have report to rush out la.god!i guess i'll have to stay away tonight ba!hai.
enough of all the sighing.i'm sick today!thats bad enough!totally no mood to eat.i guess the whole day i only eat 1/2donut n drink bubbletea.for the whole day noe.thats the only thing i ate la.i think if i continue like that i can slim down!but if prav read this i guess she call me a crazy.hahhaa
i was suppose to choose a topic to write on for com skill then i choose wall.but the lecture think its not a proper topic.thats like not right la!haiyo!now i have to re think again.haiyo!!!
hmmm...i guess i better rush the report now.before its too late!hahaha
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
inez thinks that i'm like forcing myself to think that i like khalid.but in actual fact its that i like the other guy.but i dun think that wat she say is true.n so she thinks that i just dun wanna accept it.or mayb running away from it.hahahha.i'm super sure with wat i think.so i dun think i need to have any doubts with it.hahaha!and i'm serious la.so no matter who tell me the same thing i only have a thing to say. u're thinking too much la.i'm so sure about it.N PS.i'm typing this with a clear mind.so.no doubts!hahaha.so i dun have to run away from facts or dun wanna accept it.cos its the truth ma.hahaha.
hmm.theres test tmr.cprogramming.n its like a openbk one.so i'm thinking if i should study for it.but then i dun noe wat to study too.hmmm....hahaha.i guess i'll just read through it before i sleep ba.hahaa.
theres like extra lesson today.till 7.n today i didn't feel that well in sch.went to the toilet to puke too!thats bad!not right la.hahha.n had a talk on the foreign languages.n i'm gonna talk german!!!y cos of the flag colours!!!hahaha.thats lame!!but i think it sounds cool!!!ahahhaha.sooo..german!!!!!here i come!!!leave a place for me man!!!i want german i want german!!!hahahaha
hmmm...i guess i'm changing n changing.mayb the next time u see me.it'll be a stranger standing in front of u.haha
rmb last yr i was so into going to nyp.dun u all rmb!n all of u all had different ideas on where u all wanna go.but i was like nyp nyp here i come!n now.i'm really in it.going there everyday spending all my time in the sch.but it seems that i have spent soo much time there alr.soo much till 8weeks feel like yrs.
i was like thinking i'll be enjoying my life in nyp more than anyone do.but i guess that i'm not really enjoying it like how i expected it to be.hmmm..mayb i should just choose to go to tp in the 1st place with prav.at least prav will noe wat to do .
but nvm.theres like no use being sad over it la.life still have to move on.hahhaa.sooo..i dun have to be so sad over this kinda thing .hahahha.
hmmm...i feel emotional!!!hahha.nonsense.my mummy is considering to buy me a new laptop cos i told her the old one is spoilt.i negotiated.mayb we'll get a small one.hahhaa.i hope this time they wont be saying just for the fun of it.otheriwse i'll really piss me off la.tmr sch's like for the whole day!sian!mayb i should like chao sch for awhile.but later my attendence become bad!thats not right!hmmm...nvm!i shall just spend my lovely time in my lovely sch!soo...PS to everyone.dun spoil my day tmr.otherwise i guess i'll just burst into tears.haha.i'm not gonna flare up or wat la.i dun noe.i think i've really changed!!hahahaha.
hmmm.i dun have anything to say le...soo i stop here!!bye!!
& she rubbished at 10:33 pm
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
dun worry man this page will not be a page of sorrows!hahha.its only that i'm not feeling good today again.the ice cream did help abit.but i'm still not right.
today wasn't a day for me i guess.LB didn't come to sch.hmm.i dun noe y too.but its like that.i seem to care alot about him huh??.he seem fierce today.really.n u noe guys.normally dun tell ppl y they r not happy.often have to force like mad or something.but its kinda scary la.when i saw how he text inez.i was like....y he suddenly so fierce??not like him.i guess he must really be very very very not happy.
i dun noe wat to blog also...hmm.i guess i'll just stop here ba.
& she rubbished at 11:04 pm
ohhh!!!!i found out something new from jojo!!!thats it!!how come leh??i feel so invaded!haha!!!so invaded!!thats it..i'm gonna do something about it.haha.i dun noe.
i feel theres like something fake about.yucks!!!!i dun feel anrgry.i just feel super digusted
today was presentation.it feels like debating.HAHA.alex say its cause ppl doubt our product.hahaha.thats full of bullshit alex!!!!hahaha.
i'm sooo tired la!!!!!!i only slept 2.5rhs last night n u all should noe y.super pissed la!!!!haiyoo!!!!really lor.i cant believe this kinda thing will happen.i really feel like swearing this morning but i controlled myself.y??i dun noe y too.i just feel that i should just hold my temper.haha.but after that i was feeling better la.haha.at least theres LB they all to accompany me the whole time.hahha.
cos today mood no good.so i should blog alr!haha.bye!
& she rubbished at 12:50 am
Saturday, June 02, 2007
here are all the pics taken recently!!((X.jpg)
me and inez!((x
jojo and me.taken when waiting for bo hao!.jpg)
me and bo hao!after the movie outside the toilet waiting for jojo.jpg)
this is taken on the bus.after pool game!pool was really fun!
surprise birthday cake!!!(((x.jpg)
wats LB face doing there???!!!!.jpg)
LB me and alex!.jpg)
look at the way i light the candle!weird!((x.jpg)
hahha.this is taken by mr alex soh liang sheng!!(((x
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pool was fun!!!i watched shrek3 today!kinda fun!hmmm.wat i should say??nothing.but just super fun!!n bo hao send me home.n i realise the busybody attitude i'm having is still there.haha.cannot make it la.its not right la.ppl dating also wanna see wat happen.not right la.too bustbody.hahahaha
i have nothing to say le.post the pics again another day.hahaha.bye!
& she rubbished at 10:37 pm
Friday, June 01, 2007
today is my birthday!and i had a great day!today is fun!
i had suprise birthday cake!!!thats so nice from u all!!!thank you soo soo much!!!!i shall post the pics up some other day.hahaha.
celebration with mummy da jie n zhen was also fun!!!!
bo hao send me to sch today.cos i wanted so.haha!!!
today was a really fun day!!soo i shall end here !!!
bye!(((x
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