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Thursday, January 24, 2008

days r passing real fast!!olvl results is releasing!!all the best to all of u!hahaha!
funny funny funny!its funny today!hahaha!

& she rubbished at 12:16 am

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

yay!!
happy happy!i have all reasons to be happy today!!hahaha!!
weekend is coming very quickly and i can wait for cny!hahaha!!!

& she rubbished at 8:39 pm

Monday, January 21, 2008

i'm rather happy recently!i dun noe y too!just feeling very very happy!yup!i dun noe y dun ask me!hahah!
exams are coming!means cny is coming!means got ang bao to take!finish collecting ang bao got exams!means must study!hahhaa!but after that 3papers!!!thats the best part!!!!hols!!!!!all the way until mid april!!not bad huh!!!!!!for these period!i wanna try to work!get some income.otherwise stay at home also do nothing!!hahaha!soo now i'm looking for job!hahaha!i was thinking of working at the zoo!but!i dun noe which one to choose!hahaha!i meant for the part time one!cos they have for nightsafari too!hahaha!!ok..

cny shopping done!!hahaha!fast huh!!i'm still thinking if i need to get a bag to match my clothes.cos thats not too important!hahahah!!ok..next up!i want a new phone!!!!!!!!!!i want one!!promotions r ending this week!and i doubt i can get it!)x cos of this nonsense that get at home!but i can live without a phone!haha!even if it crashes!hahaha!but i just want one before cny comes la!thats all(x

theres roleplay today!omg!i just simple dun like standing in front of ppl and do something when everyone is staring at me man!makes me sooo nervous!i total forgot what i'm suppose to say la!omg!but its ok.monseiur said everyone did well!hahaha!so.shouldn't be a prob ahhaha!!.

i have a report that is due this fri!and i haven started!cos i'm thinking of dying on thurs night!hahah!no la i'm just kidding!i just dun noe how to do it.i'll wait for zamzam to send me the presentation before i do anything!hahahaha!

& she rubbished at 8:47 pm

Friday, January 18, 2008

i've been reading someone's blog just now and was all about the past!then i started recalling what happen bti by bit!

1st was how me n prav became bestest of friends cos we only had each other to survive with when we entered our new class.i really thank everyone everything for bring us together!it must be the greatest thing that have happened to me!(x
next was all the rest slowly thinking of the worst and the best.then was taxi rides!i hate it when they increase the fare!DO U NOE HOW LONG IT HAVE BEEN SINCE I'VE TAKEN A CAB!!!!)x because of the expansive rides i haven been lazing on the bed for long period of time and i always have to rush rush rush!have to stand when i go to sch cos theres no place to sit!now i really wish i get a licsense soon or mayb find someone who can send me to sch everyday!!hahaha!i shall bribe my father since he is so free!hahahahah!!!
next was recalling all the lessons and when i 1st noe that mr someone!then at that point of time i really wish that time just stayed in the past!that time that gives me good memories!i dun noe for what reason that caused all these changes.i WAS hoping or dying to noe the reasons behind it.but now i no longer wanna noe.cos whats the use of knowing it when u noe u can never do anything about it!hahaha!but nonetheless i still hope i was at that time.always at that time.i dun noe y.but i seem to be missing it really much!such a pity i didn't appreciate it at that moment!hAHAHA!!
next was ZOO!i went for the training with only the mindset that i'll get free entries for 6times.but ended up that i get it for my whole life time.it started out alright but i didn't exactly like that.esp the 2nd training with that anil around!hahaha!but i dun noe since when i fell in love with that place.i was hoping to go there every now and then and i'm loving every part of the zoo till now i'm expanding to night safari.ever since i started liking zoo!i feel like going there whenever i'm sad!cos i'll feel much better there.i dun noe y too.mayb its cos it is soo much more peacful there!hahah!mayb thats the reason y maggie and the rest decided to work in the zoo rather than in town or city areas.(x
lastly was all the stuffs that troubled me!now i'm no longer troubled!ahahaha!thankyou all soo much for giving me all those advices listening to al my nonsense and stuff.i'm still trying hard on my touching letter!hahaha!soon u'll recieve it!ahahah!dun worry.(x

i will be going to night safari for 2trainings before i start doing my duties there.i wonder how it will really be like and if i will like the place!i noe i will!

i'm feeling rather happy this few days.isit because of the viwawa??i dun noe!but the game is certainly fun!haha!or isit i'm feel more comfortable with being mean!hahah!whatever it is!who cares!as long as i dun have to think about something that really troubles me is good enough!hahahaha!!

oohhh ya phone!!i guess i have to suffer with that spoilt phone for the moment!currently having some probs about getting a new one!i hope i can get one before cny!otherwise thats it!i cannot be contactable!hahahahahaha!!

sch's ending at 12 tmr!!YAY!i thought that i'll be meeting some friends for shopping but SOMEONE is not free and she demands it to be during weekends!how demanding right!that SOMEONE!i believe u noe who u r!!!hahaha!!(my no.1 fan!)but not too bad either!i'll be going out with daddy tmr to do some cny shopping and wedding shopping!rmb that famous hotel??YA!i haven get anything for that yet.so most prob tmr see how!haha!daddy will be buying his cny clothes too i guess.hmmm..i dun noe whats the plan yet.but i was told to come home 1st then we decide how sad right!but nvm!just think tmr i dun have to spend a single cent of mine cos i'm going shopping with my daddy!!hahaha!!should be quite fun!!this weekend is totally pack!yayayayay!!!!i love it and hate it when it is packed!love-dun have to feel bored at home. hate- i dun have time to sleep for long long hrs!hahahaa!

i'm not sure about it myself so i haven been telling anyone about it!but i guess mr CREATIVE is walking in and has replaced mr SOMEONE's place!i'm not exactly sure.but lets see more and i shall update!hahaha!

thats all.
i wanna sleep.
its getting late and i have to go to sch tmr!!!))x whatever!its only 2hrs!lets endure and ENJOY!(x
byebye!(x

& she rubbished at 12:58 am

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

one thing that i hate about bathing!
IT ALWAYS MAKE MY EYES SOO PAIN!
not that i dislike bathing or so.its the eye thing that really irritate me.but i still like to bathe!dun worry.i'm not some smelly pig or so.i said all this because my eyes are hurting soo badly man!!
its due to the foams that enter my eyes la!thats y!hahaha!

these few days i've been asking myself...have i been too mean?am i too overboard.or isit i'm just doing things that are unnecessary?i dun noe.some tell me no some tell me i dun noe.there isn't a yes.or mayb ppl just dun wanna say its a yes ba!i hope someone can tell me what to do la!i was thinking of that someone!but i dun think that someone is still the same!soo aiya!nvm soon things will be fine.but i like things the way it is now.except the parts that i dun really like.ahhaha!

lets move on....

i need lots of money man!i need to work!i need to get soo many things for cny and soo soo soo.not only that la!i'm cracking my brains like mad for the wedding on 27/1 what should i get for myself?its a famous hotel!i cant be excepted being soo shabbily dressed!i must find something that is elegant!very indeed!and i need it fast!

i think i might sign up for the night safari or some zoo job to do during my hols.i shall see if they need any temp or even parttime.hahaha!mayb that will be fun.ahhaha!i need money!

thats all(x

& she rubbished at 9:05 pm

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

the phone is spoiling!and because of it my life is soo screwed!no alarm!cannot contact.sometimes cannot send or recieve msg!will auto off by itself how cool right?hahha!i guess i'll be getting a new phone by this week ba.otherwise i can just lie dead on the floor one day.thats partly the reason y these few days my phone is not on!but this is not the main reason!ahhaha!!

I'M GOING FOR TRAINING AT NIGHT SAFARI!!!that will only happen like after new yr during exam period.so i'll try my best to start studying now so i can study for my night safari stuffs that week.but i hope i can la!time is harder to manage now!not because i have no time is because i waste alot of time!hahahah!i admit that!!hahaha

i have to admit again i haven been listening to tutorials and lectures lately.i just dun have the determination to listen whatever the lecturer is talking about la!i noe all excuses!but its the fact man!i really cant bring myself to listen!hhahaha!

that OGL email came in today!i'm thinking if i should go for it.now that i noe that its better to go for that camp.hmmmmm.......most probably wont be going for it ba!as u all noe i dun like going for camps!they're like nightmares la!imagine u're suppose to sleep somewhere that is not meant for sleeping!it just feels very very weird!i dun noe y ppl wanna go for camps!or mayb even like!no offence but i really hate going for them!

jojo!y your blog nothing to see one?very boring leh!hahha!add some pic leh.ahhaha!

& she rubbished at 9:23 pm

Friday, January 11, 2008

meiyi is rather happy today!she gets to meet praveena and jojo!!hahaha!!when will we be meeting next!cny??hahaha or isit till the night safari training??!!thats a mth later!!i shall organise a cny shopping!hahahaha!!then we can meet again!hahaha!yeah!not bad huh!!

thats all!!

i'm looking forward to the training!not only for the entries but also cos i like that place!!!!(x

& she rubbished at 11:54 pm

Thursday, January 10, 2008

i suddenly feel very emotional!hahha!i wanna say something!!

thankyou those ppl for being there for me to listen all my crap shit nonsense trying to make me feel better,showing much care and concern with SINCERITY when i feel down recently!thankyou thankyou very very much! u noe who u r dun need me to mention.(not nice if i leave u out).all these are more than enough.come to really think about it.if i was strong enough to do what i've been told earlier mayb i wont feel that down!but because i feel down i really felt u all were there for me!THANKYOU!!!

and theres 2 person i must really really mention!
PRAVEENA!
thanks for being there for me ever since we became best best buddies.thanks for all your nonsense thanks for all your accompanies!thanks for all your complains when i'm complaining too!u really made me feel better by alot alot alot!!thanks for signing me up to the zoo and in future night safari that made me like that place sooo much(besides that part that they dun let us feed the kangaroo).anyway!thanks for everything!(x no wonder u r my BFF.hahha!!u understand me that much!hhhaha.

JOJO!
thanks for being soo emo.so i noe that theres someone more sad than me!hahahha!thanks for telling me how sad r u when i m depress.thanks for telling me how angry r u when i am fustrated!haha!thanks for making me feel that i'm happier than u!hahaha!
no la joking no joking dun angry arh!!
u're there for me on msn when i'm upset too!!!and is like a everyday matter!hahhaa!!thanks too!!!!although we dun meet.hahah(x
oh i really must thank u for this man!thanks for bringing me to funan so i noe how to go there.hahah!
and also dun worry.i'll thank you for everything u did for me too including those unwanted tys of yours!i thank that on behalf of my sister!ahahahha!

anyways.i will train to write a touching letter for all of u!aiya dun need to name la!got recieve means is u lor!!hahaha.but let me train 1st.soo not soo soon la!hahaha!

yay!!i am the zoo's staff and i might be the night safari staff too!!!prav just sign me her n jojo up for the conservation ambassador training at night safari.due to limited places,we still dun noe if we r in.soo we're waiting for their confirmation.haha.but since prav is soo kiasu i think most prob can go for it ma!!hahaha!!!i'm sooo looking forward to it!!!hahahaha!!i wanna go!!i wanna go!!its gonna be fun fun fun!!yay!!!

& she rubbished at 12:28 am

Monday, January 07, 2008

yay!!i have from now on around one full day to finish my 800words report!!!!yay!!!not bad huh!ahahah and i haven start reading it yet!hahahahaha!i will finish it in time!no worries!!(x

i just recieve an e-mail from the zoo and i wanna go for the whatever thing that is holding on 1st feb.it sounds interesting.although i dun noe whats going on!but whatever happen in the zoo will be something fun!hahha! oh ya except the part where they dun let me in to feed the kangaroo!that part isn't fun!if botak was there he will definitely let us in!hurhur!

& she rubbished at 9:15 pm

Thursday, January 03, 2008

to whom it may concern!

i am capable to do things that you cant imagine.
u've already provoked me and u just watch out!
i may not explode .dun try me!
if u dare why not.and i'll let u see what i can do!
u still wanna treat me as a fool!
go on try me! u'll regret!
i'm no longer nicey nice!
nicey nice is long gone!

& she rubbished at 9:32 pm