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Thursday, November 22, 2007

i dun get it man!!y do ppl whom dun admire the beauty of sunflowers gets one recently and when i,the sunflower lover, dun get any!damn pissed!!y dun i get any?!!!but thats not exactly y i'm pissed too.but come on la.dun u think it looks super duper retarded when everyone knows deep down that u dun like that flower at all and u r like soo fake trying to take a shot of it with u like u're some sunflower lover.my god!if u dun like then dun take la.crazy la!u trying to ruin the pic or trying the ruin the flower man!very angry very angry!

hurhur!!not fair! but nvm.theres still something that made me happy!!hahhaah!!!soo not too bad!(x

& she rubbished at 12:09 am

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

i am very happy this few days.including today!(x

why??u wanna noe??i dun wanna tell you!!!if u understand me u will noe y!!!!hahahhaah

& she rubbished at 4:29 pm

Thursday, November 15, 2007

ahhh!!another boring day today!i have nothing to do today!i wanted to go to night safari to work la!but then after what prav told me i'm thinking twice.hmm.i think thats not just a job.its like a parent trying to teach their child something new.it need more patience than being a conservsation ambarrassor.i need to use more time and effort to teach the animals.its not like teaching students maths.its like teaching a baby how to count.teach them how to read.its like something new.very new.sooo i guess i shouldn't be making such harsh decision just because i wanna earn money.mayb one day when i m still thinking of being one.then i shall go for the interview.(x

i have alot of things i wanna say but i just dun noe how i should phrase it.haha!wait till i noe how to phrase it then say!hahaahahha!

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dun wanna blog!i'm getting bored!hahah!byebye!

& she rubbished at 9:13 pm

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

tuitons ended and i'm feeling very weird! nothing to do at home!i dun wanna stay at home!!!i'm very bored at home! i wanna work again!!i wanna work!!

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give me a job!go die go die go die~!!hhhahahahah

i think i'm mad!hhahaha

& she rubbished at 9:24 pm

Thursday, November 08, 2007

i wanted to post up a photo today!but i think theres something wrong with blogger.sooo well.forget it.mayb i do it another day.(x

i'm now pissed.

& she rubbished at 11:34 pm

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

praveena.i noe u're joining jojo's fan club to be my loyal supporter.but u have to give me some time to rest also u noe.hahah!i'm very very busy u noe.hahha!sooo wait patiently.or y not like that.u post on behalf of me!hahahahahahaha!like that.u can read.and i can update!hahaha

just came home from shopping with 2big guys,jonathan and ee leong!funny man!i seldom see 2 guys shopping for clothes that often.mayb didn't see before that kind one.ahhaha!but it looks damn funny la..hahahah!!!

tmr is rest day!!i'm not going out and not going anywhere!!!i feel soo relax!after like 3mths or more since i stayed at home peacefully.come to think of it.ever since i have more and more tuitions.i'm hardly seen online and at home also.how sad!and i miss alot of progs!!!hahaha.but anyway i'm not that interested to watch the shows on tv also.not as if its some nice cartoons that will attract me la!hahaha!i guess i will be studying tmr!!going to cms to read through some of the modules soo i can understand it better??cos it seems that the course i wanna go in uni only offer to JC students..what kinda nonsense is that!poly studentd also student leh.how come that course is like that.soo i guess i must work hard to get there ba!just try.soo tmr i should try sitting down in front of my laptop to read up on the topics!hahahha

tuitions gonna end next week soo from next week onwards i'm very very free.i dun intend to take up any part time job or so.i' gonna wait until earth and air comes back from thailand and start their tuition again.i think i'm just gonna teach them la.dun intend to take in more students if i dun have time for myself.hahah!

JOJO!i noe y u dun wanna work alr!!i noe y!!hahaha!i tell u on fri.hahaha!

hmmm.oohh!!!my papa died!!!i'm soo soo soo soo soo sad!!!!! he died on nov 3rd 0045!sooo sad!!until now i still feel very very very sad about it.that hamster that i took care of for almost 3yrs u noe!since he was very very young till he died!soo sad!!!just by looking at the empty cage of his make me feel like crying man!!and the weirdest part is..how come he will die?????very very weird!!i dun noe la.i dun think i ever felt that sad before man!that day i was like crying like flowing tap u noe.i was really sad.mayb u dun understand y.its because he is like my baby u noe like my little prince u noe!i was still thinking of getting him something nice as a gift recently la!and he died!!yyyyyyyy!!!!!!but papa should be now happily sitting beside GOD's lap and not suffering anymore ba!because of this i should feel happy.as least he died peacefully and not cos of over torturing that made him leave!(x

anyway i'm not intending to keep anymore pets alr.its only a hamster and i'm like crying like its the end of the world.if i keep keeping animals.if one day they die.how many times must i cry like its the end of the world man!soo i'm not keeping anymore alr.hahaha!mayb i shall consider like those that wont die like internet pet.hahahahaha!!ooohhh!!!speaking of which mayb i can play neopets!and join wei xing!ahahhahaahhahahaha!

ok that about it i guess.its getting late anyways and i'm feeling very very tired also.good night!(x

& she rubbished at 11:52 pm