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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

today is a torture!i had to go sch with a bad bad block nose!and theres presentation and i totally forget about it.how smart can i get man.today just spend 9bucks on taxi!so not worth it!go sch in the morning took a cab.rush back to sch cos i left the poster at home with a cab as well.and that stupid taxi driver drive to yishun!for wat i also dun noe!waste my money!

i'm soldering now.sucks!i hate it!how i wish someone will solder it for me.haha.so now i'm slacking.haha.i haven do my comm skill proj yet.haha.n presentation is due on thurs.so i'm gonna chiong tmr.today is soldering day.haha

tmr pls dun call me out.i'm going home straight to do the proj man.hahaha

& she rubbished at 10:51 pm

Monday, July 30, 2007

its seems to be the very few times i get praised from my daddy u noe!today he just praise me!for my maths quiz.hahha!my mummy too!cos i did well.but they noe that i'm not the only one doing well.haha.but they dun mind leh.cos they noe i've put in effort in the test.otherwise wont do well.ahah!!and they praise me!my daddy hardly praise ppl ok.i guess i only get praise by him like 4times?1st is when i'm in pri1 i got 100 for maths,next is for psle A* for maths next is A2s for both maths in olvl.and lastly is now.my maths quiz.haha.cos i can only do well for maths so i can only get my praises for doing well in maths.haha.mayb his expectations of me became lower so now just for a quiz he praise me.normally if its not exam he wont bother u noe!.haha!i'm soo happy now!

mfb was fun today but was also super tiring!cos i wanna sleep!now i'm trying to do my presentation.but i cant concentrate now!i shall go get something to eat ba!haha.my daddy has ice cream u noe.but i cant eat yet.sore throat!)x

ITS A HAPPY DAY!

ps.dun end the day pls.its too happy to be true(x

& she rubbished at 11:40 pm

Sunday, July 29, 2007

today is a super unhappy day.so ppl in sch tmr.dun come and irritate me.i will just blow up.and i've already said it here.dun blame me for doing that.

& she rubbished at 8:52 pm

Friday, July 27, 2007

just came home from the supermarket.i bought many things i like to eat.hahha.i think i'm gaining alot of weight la!cos this few days i'm like eating n eating la.not really that often la.but is more than i usually eat.so i think i'm growing fat.haha.

& she rubbished at 9:37 pm

Thursday, July 26, 2007

i am happy happy now!i really am!(x

& she rubbished at 10:31 pm

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

RAH!AM I SUPPOSE TO BE SMILING LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS OR BE ANGRY!SOMEONE!TELL ME!

& she rubbished at 9:01 pm

theres test tmr!and i haven finish revising!haha.

i'm HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY today!mayb not happy.i think is much more relieve!

after all my tests and exam projs blah blah blah.i'm gonna do some exercise!hahah!not cos i'm fat.is cos i have the sudden urge!haha.mayb till then i wont even bother to do!haha.but 1st i need some sleep.

(x

& she rubbished at 1:24 am

Saturday, July 21, 2007

for the recent matter, i have made my mine already.i gues this is a better choice ba.everyone will be happier and i guess i might be able to happier like that.mayb i might not be happy la.but nvm i'll try my best to..if u all wanna noe y.ask me ba!i wont type it here!hahha.

& she rubbished at 4:22 pm

what should i really do man!i'm seriously thinking of a soultion now!i'm so confuse now!totally dun noe wat to do also.i'm gonna break down anytime after soo soo soo much and one more up.mayb i'm just stressing myself up or so.but i dun noe.for the thing that just happen,i think i'll either do it my way which its kinda ass!or jojo's way.everyone who's involve will sit down with me and we talk about it.i dun noe!i dun noe!i will go crazy if this dun end soon!

today i almost went crazy during epc lab.i'm serious!i suddenly feel that i lost something!not that physically lost and dun noe wat i'm thinking also.i felt like as if any moment at that time i wont noe myself anymore that kinda feeling.like i'm losing my grip that kinda feeling.almost!just by a tinny winny bit i'll be crazy.i wonder how much more i can hold on man!

for no reason now my right hand is feeling like as if something's broken inside.it feels super pain so i'm like only typing with my left hand la cos if i'm to move my right wrist, it'll be super duper pain lor.if the pain is not better by tmr.i think i'll go to the doc man.

i smell someone's cologne smell now!god i must really be turning mad alr.no one in my house uses that cologne.i better not think too much man!

JOJO.I'M SOO SORRY.I HAVEN LOAD THE PIC UP YET.COS I'M TOO LAZY!I'M SOO SORRY

i was at the roof of my house today.for no reason i suddenly end up there.the wind was blowing so gently that i could hardly feel it.i was still thinking about the same old stuffs.but i didn't think of jumping down la.cos i noe i wont die lor!its too low alr.i think i'll just break my arm or something la!not worth it.want also go to the tpy one with the 40storeies one and just jump off right?haha.this feel lame!haha.but still i couldn't think of any good solutions.

i was suppose to do my proj today but in the end didn't do cos that ee leong went to eat ban mian.haha.yup.but its ok la.cos i wont be at the best mood to do it.i guess my mind will just drift off or something.

sometimes i really wish nothing will change but too bad this kinda thing will not happen.mayb instead of wanting my surrounding to change i should change myself to adapt to the surrounding and probs i'm facing now.

aiya dun noe la.dun feel like thinking anymore.too wore out alr.i think i'll get some rest now.post again next time ba.
bye

& she rubbished at 2:10 am

Thursday, July 19, 2007

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how should i decide this thing so that everyone's happy???

& she rubbished at 10:35 am

Monday, July 16, 2007

it seems that too many things r happening recently.till now i really have no mood to do anything.many things undone too.and feeling super reluctant to go to sch every single day.mayb sooner or later i may just break down or so.i dun noe how to say it out.or mayb even i dun noe how to tell ppl around me.

i may not be blogging for sometime due to projs presentations mfb stuff plus revising of test.i was only thinking of all this in the afternoon after maomao say that theres only 3more weeks to do everything.then i realise i have to chiong again.i'm soo dead la!so...i wont be blogging unless i super free or mayb i get sometime to slack lor.cos i dun wanna repeat the module la.

now i'm studying ADE.i hope i get something into my brains by tonight man!otherwise i'll be soo dead la.

i dun noe la.somethings not right with me now.just happen too many things le.dun noe wat i thinking also la.i'm feeling not right correct alr.haha.i think u'll read until not right also.haha!(x

i wanna break!pls let me have some before i start chionging!let me feel much happier studying man!

ending now!dun noe when i'll post too..
bye

& she rubbished at 10:41 pm

Friday, July 13, 2007

just woke up from my nap.hahha!so now i have the engery to type.god!i gues i'm becoming more like an owl man!hahha!how!today i am late for lesson again!i slept quiet early last night!how come?i dun get it.i guess i'll be late again tmr.but i promise ee leong to reach early to do the work.haha.i'll try my best to wake up early tmr man.otherwise i'll be like late again.

i'm going to tp tmr!!not going for the make up lesson.partially cos today is really boring!haha.really.

ok.i just saw a video of me when i'm young!i am sooo fat!i have fat face!no wonder now i have chubby cheeks!cos i have them when i'm young to.and its very very fat and round.i swear u will wanna pinch it la!surely!cos i feel like pinching it also.super fat and chubby lor!and mayb cos of that i think i look bad in that video.!hahha.i think i'll look nicer now!hahaha!(x just kidding.u all dun have to puke in front of the com.hahaha!!(x but come to think of it.i really slim down u noe!hahah.

ok i'm now trying to d/l the C++ thing for vista.and i cant do it.lawrence dun noe give me wat to d/l la.now how m i gonna lad all this?hmmm...and he is not online!its bad to call him up now.soo i guess i'll just hunt if down ba(x

nothing much today(x chatted with prav on the phone for quite long cos she didn't go sch and i guess she's just too bored at home!hahaha

tmr we'll be going for harry potter!!!god!so excited!i'm preparing to wear something nice tmr.hahah

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

(x i'm not dying without the calls!!(x

i am looking forward to fri.the movie!i'm still thinking if i should go tp to find prav instead.i'll tell her tmr after my com skill end.cos if tmr's lesson will be the ans to fri's lesson.hahah!but i think i wont be going also lor.it'll super boring.imagine the normal lesson alr so boring le.but it seems that we had com skill ages ago hahah!some how i forget how the lecturer look like le.and i haven think of wat to do for my proj yet.i wonder wat will happen tmr man.hahha.

my daddy did something that really made me laugh today.its kinda stupid.but its funny!haha.i shall not say it.hahah!i will embarrass him by saying that.haha.so it shall be a secret.haha!

my aunt gave birth to a boy today.11/07/07. it was suppose to be due on 07/07/07 such a nice number but it was delayed.but 11/07/07 also not bad.cos its 7-eleven.hahha.just like my class.0711hahah

guess will stop here(x getting tired now!haha

& she rubbished at 10:31 pm

ok.didn't post ytd.cos was too tired after mfb.cannot take it man!hahha.dun noe y also this few days feel very tired.and no motivation to go sch also.just feel very tired la.u noe right i just woke up from a long long nap i still feel very tired.i think something must be wrong with my brains.god!i'm hoping for a week of hols for me to sleep la!although lessons r not that long but i still feel super tired!

i got back my maths and ADE grades.both is B+.i thought it was not bad noe!its the 1st test i'm taking this yr la.soo thats wat i thought.but mummy thinks its lousy.cos i didn't get an A.but its alr not bad leh!dun noe y she expect soo high also.like that very stress noe!soo mayb i should work even harder to get an A.sian!!

stupid!!i have make up lesson on fri.now i cant go to tp to find prav and go movie together!i can only meet them at yishun now!thats soo dumb because of a dumb make up lesson!RAH!its until 5 u noe..if i go to tp after that i'll be there at 630?prav lesson ends at 6.and we still have to head to yishun.soo i can go tp now!!i dun like that make up lesson!that lesson is spoiling my chance of going to find prav!thats sooo not fair!not fair!i was so happy just now about my arrangements on fri la!now i'm not because of the make up lesson.and btw.i haven think of wat to do for the proj she gave yet.i'm like dead?hahaha who cares!ahahah

ok.i'm tired.i'm gonna sleep now!goodnight everyone!byebye!

& she rubbished at 12:21 am

Monday, July 09, 2007

things r not going well this few days.i dun noe y too.but it seems that theres something that i dun noe going on.something really bad.mayb i should be thinking about it instead of going online to often ba.haha!recently i dun feel much like coming home.cos of certain reasons.now i feel the same too.haha.i've grown up?mayb not haha.

mummy and daddy r thinking of moving house.but i prefer staying here.size of the other house that they r eyeing seems bigger.but wats the use.theres no difference.i just dun feel like moving la.but i guess my opinion wont really matter to them.mayb they wont even consider it ba!haha.so this time even if i rebel i guess wont affect it at all.haha.mayb they wont be moving too!hahhaha.things r still not confirm yet.

i guess its time to wake up ba.i dun noe.it seems difficult to say.but something's bothering.so if i'm quiet for the next few days again.pls dun ask me y or anything la.i dun noe how to say and dun feel like saying too.cos i dun think there is a need to say soo much about things la.soo.pls dun prompt about it.thanks.(x

i still have c programming not done yet.gtg.

bye

& she rubbished at 1:30 am

Sunday, July 08, 2007

hey ppl reading this!

i'm currently looking for an averagely big patrick softtoy.

if anyone of u noe where to get one of those.pls tag at the tag board!

let me noe within these 2weeks ok? its rather urgent!thankyou!

& she rubbished at 1:23 am

Friday, July 06, 2007

i'm bored now!hahha!

my hp ok le.but i'm still getting the k850.i dun have fat fingers ok LB and alex!hahha.it cost 150.not too ex but i think its not worth it lor.i might as well get the money and wait til the k850 come out the add somemore in and get that.hahabut the point is i got back my hp la.thats the important one.haha!i love my phone man!still the best.haha.next up will be the k850!hahha

went to funan with jojo after sch.had pasta for lunch!i guess we walk the whole of funan alr ba!ahahha.walk until sooo long just for one 2GB thumbdrive.abit not right la.hahahbut its the one that i like too.hahaha.mayb i should go back to get the 4GB one.hahaha!that should be better.hahah!

ok.then headed home.jojo bought the squarepants softtoy!i want it too.soo i see went i go see it n mayb even get it.hahah!i was thinking tmr.but....i dun noe la.see how la.got things to plan 1st.hahaha

today in sch was kinda boring la.cos theres like nothing much i can do there.late for lesson.cos cant wake up.haha.1217 got work to do.and must go to simlin tower to get those stuff!y cos mummy and daddy dun wanna help me get it.so i have to go down personally to get those stuff!they call me to go to uncle koh's store to get it.uncle koh is their friend.sooo i guess got discount?but its like lesser than 5bucks la.need discount for wat.hahaha.so one day i'll be going down to get it!i dun noe when i'll be so hardworking to do so.hahaha.

something strange happen today again!wah.now i have more things to think again.when will this end man.i thought i manage to get an ans out from it long ago.but it dun seem soo...theres additional things to think of now!how m i suppose to solve it all by myself la..hai i dun noe la.should i leave it all alone and let it fade off by itself?or mayb not?cos it might not fade off!someone!help!i dun noe la.dun wanna talk about it also.

today i was at amkhub getting bubbletea for my sister i saw my cousin!omg!i cant believe my eyes man!change soo soo soo much!i wonder..will that happen to me in future too?hahha.hope not ba!very scary leh.aahahha!

i'm thinking of going to exercise tmr morning!cos i'm fat!but i'm too lazy to do so la.sooo hmmm...should i??lets see wat time i wake up tmr la.mayb if i wake up at like 1 or 2 then i dun go exercise alr la.ahahha.but i guess i'll wake up at that time u noe.hahaha.how?aiya i guess my hope of slimming down will be just dreaming la!cos like nv lose much weight leh!hmm!!!howhowhow!!!! nvm lets see about tmr la!hahah

my ears r having probs after blasting the music from my sis's phone to help her use up the batt.later i become deaf how?hahaha.then u all have to let sign language to talk to me alr!then i guess u all will ahve more peace ba!(x

pantalones-cuadrados means square-pants(x in spanish!hahaha!cool huh!haha(x

bye!

& she rubbished at 11:40 pm

i have something i wanna type before i go sleep tonight!

lets wait for another few weeks to see wat happen.hahah!thats all!(x

feel like bashing me up?too bad u cant!hahahhaa

& she rubbished at 12:27 am

Thursday, July 05, 2007

today felt much better after they've decided to pick me home.like everything is solve!haha.now i dun want to have a job soo soon.i wanna stay at home to slack since everything is over!

today was a slacky day.feel more like hols for me.went to sch at 8.felt really like viomting.terrible la!then left sch at 12.cos there was a 4hrs break.so i've decided to go home.tooo tired to be true.n that ee leong seriously want me to go crazy la!haha.he still haven stop his nonsense yet.but i will tahan it!dun worry.haha.since now my mood is better.haha!the i went back at 4 for maths lecture.hmmm.it was.plain boring la!really.then after that came home with the car!

my phone will only be ready tmr!cos the ppl there say my phone siao alr.hahahaso must repair longer.dumb!hahha.it will cost like hell la.

and my bill came!god u wont believe it man!the amount of min of incoming call is 2384mins!hahha.it cost like $317.25 or something i dun noe la.somewhere down there.i must be wasting too must time on the phone man!but its alll free!i'm a business woman man!u all better treat me well.u need me in the market next time!hahaha

& she rubbished at 9:14 pm

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

i dun noe wat i'm thinking now!i seriously need someone to guide me through!god!this blog is gonna be a sad one alr!i have no other strength/time/energy/whatever to thing about or get angry over other things.i guess i'm gonna find a job quick and get out of whatever i'm in now!mayb its like escaping from reality?i dun noe la.mayb one day i may appear on news headlines!haha.i must really really be mad if i do that la.haha.tmr is a long long day.i wonder how would it be like...mayb i'll just rot the whole day by being anti social or mayb like wat khalid say emo.hahha!

any job available?hahhaha!!!!

mayb i shouldn't blog at this time.no mood n mayb i'll type something that i dun mean it.hahahah!

bye!

& she rubbished at 9:05 pm

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

I WISH I HAD SOMETHING BLUNT SO I COULD SLASH U N LET U SUFFER IN PAIN!I'M EVIL!I REALLY M NOW!GET LOST!GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

& she rubbished at 8:41 pm

Monday, July 02, 2007

my hp is spoilt.should i feel pissed or wat.i dun noe la.i dun feel pissed about the hp at all lor.the thing that really made me super sad is wat is being said to me. it makes me wonder if they even understand me well or m i living with strangers for my past 16yrs.it really sadden me to hear wat they all really said lor.i dun noe la.i dun noe wat i'm thinking now too!u noe.like feeling very upset n at the same time u're making me feel how much u understand me for so long.seriously upsets me.just over a handphone.i seriously cant believe it.

i dun wish to talk about it anymore.since wat u said hurt me soo much.u'll see how i'll rebel.i'll make sure i get the way i want now.after all those that u said me.

today was a fine day la.nothing much happen.just the hp spoil.hahaha!but i feel hardworking today.not bad.i should cont with my good work!since i've been hurt today i shall praise myself for being sooo good!hahaha.

mfb was sooo boring.i can tell u i dun understand a single shit today.so i gave up.ended up talking to zhi juan the whole time.hahaha!n i guess we disturb the ppl in front of us?hahha.i guess we're like just pure nonsense!hhahaha

i guess tmr i'll not be going for complementary studies ba.i dun noe y too.but mayb ba.seriously just no mood la.hahaha.dun feel like also.i see how la.hahaha.mayb i'll be there tmr.for my attendance!hahah

zhi juan thinks i should give in soo much!m i??i dun noe.mayb i should observe ba.hahhaha!!but i think wat she say might be right noe.hahha.dun noe leh.let me see how la.if really so i think i should be giving in alr la.

no more crazee no more anything.just plain me.only me.this is wat i'm gonna be from now la.sooo if i'm tooo quiet according to some ppl today.its because of that.not cos i'm unhappy or wat.i'm just changing!(x

bye

& she rubbished at 11:56 pm

JOANNA pearlyn[: says:
MEIYI IM SO GUILTY FOR SAYING YR BLOG IS TOO WORDY. PLEASE CONTINUE TO BE WORDY.
perdedor sangriento says:
hahaha
JOANNA pearlyn[: says:
IM SO SORRY.
JOANNA pearlyn[: says:
hahahaha
perdedor sangriento says:
i'm gonna put it on my blog
perdedor sangriento says:
hahaha
JOANNA pearlyn[: says:
can..

& she rubbished at 11:46 am

Sunday, July 01, 2007

according to miss joanna thian xue fang, my blog is too wordy so from today onwards i will put pics only on my blog until she thinks that it not wordy alr then i'll cont blogging.soo if u all have only pics to look at from now on.if u all wanna kill someone for it.find miss joanna thian xue fang. its JOANNA THIAN XUE FANG!ITS HER!cos she is blaming me for having such wordy blog.hahaha!

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