Wednesday, June 06, 2007
inez thinks that i'm like forcing myself to think that i like khalid.but in actual fact its that i like the other guy.but i dun think that wat she say is true.n so she thinks that i just dun wanna accept it.or mayb running away from it.hahahha.i'm super sure with wat i think.so i dun think i need to have any doubts with it.hahaha!and i'm serious la.so no matter who tell me the same thing i only have a thing to say. u're thinking too much la.i'm so sure about it.N PS.i'm typing this with a clear mind.so.no doubts!hahaha.so i dun have to run away from facts or dun wanna accept it.cos its the truth ma.hahaha.
hmm.theres test tmr.cprogramming.n its like a openbk one.so i'm thinking if i should study for it.but then i dun noe wat to study too.hmmm....hahaha.i guess i'll just read through it before i sleep ba.hahaa.
theres like extra lesson today.till 7.n today i didn't feel that well in sch.went to the toilet to puke too!thats bad!not right la.hahha.n had a talk on the foreign languages.n i'm gonna talk german!!!y cos of the flag colours!!!hahaha.thats lame!!but i think it sounds cool!!!ahahhaha.sooo..german!!!!!here i come!!!leave a place for me man!!!i want german i want german!!!hahahaha
hmmm...i guess i'm changing n changing.mayb the next time u see me.it'll be a stranger standing in front of u.haha
rmb last yr i was so into going to nyp.dun u all rmb!n all of u all had different ideas on where u all wanna go.but i was like nyp nyp here i come!n now.i'm really in it.going there everyday spending all my time in the sch.but it seems that i have spent soo much time there alr.soo much till 8weeks feel like yrs.
i was like thinking i'll be enjoying my life in nyp more than anyone do.but i guess that i'm not really enjoying it like how i expected it to be.hmmm..mayb i should just choose to go to tp in the 1st place with prav.at least prav will noe wat to do .
but nvm.theres like no use being sad over it la.life still have to move on.hahhaa.sooo..i dun have to be so sad over this kinda thing .hahahha.
hmmm...i feel emotional!!!hahha.nonsense.my mummy is considering to buy me a new laptop cos i told her the old one is spoilt.i negotiated.mayb we'll get a small one.hahhaa.i hope this time they wont be saying just for the fun of it.otheriwse i'll really piss me off la.tmr sch's like for the whole day!sian!mayb i should like chao sch for awhile.but later my attendence become bad!thats not right!hmmm...nvm!i shall just spend my lovely time in my lovely sch!soo...PS to everyone.dun spoil my day tmr.otherwise i guess i'll just burst into tears.haha.i'm not gonna flare up or wat la.i dun noe.i think i've really changed!!hahahaha.
hmmm.i dun have anything to say le...soo i stop here!!bye!!
& she rubbished at 10:33 pm
