Monday, July 02, 2007
my hp is spoilt.should i feel pissed or wat.i dun noe la.i dun feel pissed about the hp at all lor.the thing that really made me super sad is wat is being said to me. it makes me wonder if they even understand me well or m i living with strangers for my past 16yrs.it really sadden me to hear wat they all really said lor.i dun noe la.i dun noe wat i'm thinking now too!u noe.like feeling very upset n at the same time u're making me feel how much u understand me for so long.seriously upsets me.just over a handphone.i seriously cant believe it.
i dun wish to talk about it anymore.since wat u said hurt me soo much.u'll see how i'll rebel.i'll make sure i get the way i want now.after all those that u said me.
today was a fine day la.nothing much happen.just the hp spoil.hahaha!but i feel hardworking today.not bad.i should cont with my good work!since i've been hurt today i shall praise myself for being sooo good!hahaha.
mfb was sooo boring.i can tell u i dun understand a single shit today.so i gave up.ended up talking to zhi juan the whole time.hahaha!n i guess we disturb the ppl in front of us?hahha.i guess we're like just pure nonsense!hhahaha
i guess tmr i'll not be going for complementary studies ba.i dun noe y too.but mayb ba.seriously just no mood la.hahaha.dun feel like also.i see how la.hahaha.mayb i'll be there tmr.for my attendance!hahah
zhi juan thinks i should give in soo much!m i??i dun noe.mayb i should observe ba.hahhaha!!but i think wat she say might be right noe.hahha.dun noe leh.let me see how la.if really so i think i should be giving in alr la.
no more crazee no more anything.just plain me.only me.this is wat i'm gonna be from now la.sooo if i'm tooo quiet according to some ppl today.its because of that.not cos i'm unhappy or wat.i'm just changing!(x
bye
& she rubbished at 11:56 pm
