Saturday, July 21, 2007
what should i really do man!i'm seriously thinking of a soultion now!i'm so confuse now!totally dun noe wat to do also.i'm gonna break down anytime after soo soo soo much and one more up.mayb i'm just stressing myself up or so.but i dun noe.for the thing that just happen,i think i'll either do it my way which its kinda ass!or jojo's way.everyone who's involve will sit down with me and we talk about it.i dun noe!i dun noe!i will go crazy if this dun end soon!
today i almost went crazy during epc lab.i'm serious!i suddenly feel that i lost something!not that physically lost and dun noe wat i'm thinking also.i felt like as if any moment at that time i wont noe myself anymore that kinda feeling.like i'm losing my grip that kinda feeling.almost!just by a tinny winny bit i'll be crazy.i wonder how much more i can hold on man!
for no reason now my right hand is feeling like as if something's broken inside.it feels super pain so i'm like only typing with my left hand la cos if i'm to move my right wrist, it'll be super duper pain lor.if the pain is not better by tmr.i think i'll go to the doc man.
i smell someone's cologne smell now!god i must really be turning mad alr.no one in my house uses that cologne.i better not think too much man!
JOJO.I'M SOO SORRY.I HAVEN LOAD THE PIC UP YET.COS I'M TOO LAZY!I'M SOO SORRY
i was at the roof of my house today.for no reason i suddenly end up there.the wind was blowing so gently that i could hardly feel it.i was still thinking about the same old stuffs.but i didn't think of jumping down la.cos i noe i wont die lor!its too low alr.i think i'll just break my arm or something la!not worth it.want also go to the tpy one with the 40storeies one and just jump off right?haha.this feel lame!haha.but still i couldn't think of any good solutions.
i was suppose to do my proj today but in the end didn't do cos that ee leong went to eat ban mian.haha.yup.but its ok la.cos i wont be at the best mood to do it.i guess my mind will just drift off or something.
sometimes i really wish nothing will change but too bad this kinda thing will not happen.mayb instead of wanting my surrounding to change i should change myself to adapt to the surrounding and probs i'm facing now.
aiya dun noe la.dun feel like thinking anymore.too wore out alr.i think i'll get some rest now.post again next time ba.
bye
& she rubbished at 2:10 am
