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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

i did something soo cruel n i'm soo guilty!although i'm told that its not my fault but i still feel very guilty.i dun noe how i should say it soo u all will noe how i feel.but i guess u have to be in the same situation to feel that ba.i dun noe.i feel so guilty!!!i guess theres no use for ppl to say that its no mine fault or yes its my fault anymore ba.cos i will feel the same.soo pls let this feeling fadr away by tmr morning when i wake up for kevin n kenneth's tuition..its a long day tmr!i hope to be happy u noe((x

tmr kevin n kenneth's tuition will be 4hrs.so if u all so happen to read it.pls do not try to call me ok.cos i wont pick the phone up.leave a msg n i'll call u back when my tuition ends.its a long long one.soo dun call hor!kevin have alot of papers to do.cos his mum is talking to me on the phone telling me how much kevin must do to finish everything.so tmr i guess kevin has to do more than 5 papers during the lesson n 2more for his homework i guess.poor boy.for kenneth.i m not suppose to pay much attention on him.just make sure he gets his work done.ahahha!that will do.hahah!but i noe kenneth will sure make me listen to his singing - the national day songs! thats what he made me do after their lesson ytd!haha.i still remember how he sound n how shy is he.haha!

i feel so useless for not being able to help that boy la!btw his name is mervin. i feel so sad for him!!!he needs soo much help!!!i feel that i'm so evil!really so evil!pls pour some acid on me to clean those evil patches on me!yuckyuckyuck!!

& she rubbished at 11:33 pm